DearlyshouldIliketoknowwhowasthegiverofthisdaintyworkofart,whichwassuchafavoritewithher。HowoftenhaveIseentheoldlady,herfeetuponthebar,recliningintheeasy-chair,withherdresshalfraisedinfront,toyingwiththesnuff-box,whichlayupontheledgebetweenherboxofpastillesandhersilkmits。Whatacoquetteshewas!tothedayofherdeathshetookasmuchpainswithherappearanceasthoughthebeautifulportraithadbeenpaintedonlyyesterday,andshewerewaitingtoreceivethethrongofexquisitesfromtheCourt!Howthearmchairrecallstometheinimitablesweepofherskirtsasshesankbackinit!
Thesewomenofapastgenerationhavecarriedoffwiththemsecretswhichareverytypicaloftheirage。ThePrincesshadacertainturnofthehead,awayofdroppingherglanceandherremarks,achoiceofwords,whichIlookforinvain,eveninmymother。Therewassubtletyinitall,andtherewasgood-nature;thepointsweremadewithoutanyaffectation。Hertalkwasatoncelengthyandconcise;shetoldagoodstory,andcouldputhermeaninginthreewords。Aboveall,shewasextremelyfree-thinking,andthishasundoubtedlyhaditseffectonmywayoflookingatthings。
FromsevenyearsoldtillIwasten,Ineverleftherside;itpleasedhertoattractmeasmuchasitpleasedmetogo。Thispreferencewasthecauseofmorethanonepassageatarmsbetweenherandmymother,andnothingintensifiesfeelingliketheicybreathofpersecution。
Howcharmingwashergreeting,“Hereyouare,littlerogue!“whencuriosityhadtaughtmehowtoglidewithstealthysnake-likemovementstoherroom。ShefeltthatIlovedher,andthischildishaffectionwaswelcomeasarayofsunshineinthewinterofherlife。
Idon’tknowwhatwentoninherroomsatnight,butshehadmanyvisitors;andwhenIcameontiptoeinthemorningtoseeifshewereawake,Iwouldfindthedrawing-roomfurnituredisarranged,thecard-