hairedconfederatehadtaughtthemandshownthematRome,thepooryoungladieshadbecomequitehandmaidsofsuperstition,sothatthey,especiallytheyoungest,werepreparedtobowdowntoanything,andkissanything,howevervileandugly,providedapriestcommandedthem;andasfortheoldgovernor,whatwiththeinfluencewhichhisdaughtersexerted,andwhatwiththeascendencywhichthered-hairedmanhadobtainedoverhim,hedarednotsayhispurse,farlesshissoul,washisown。OnlythinkofanEnglishmannotbeingmasterofhisownpurse!Myacquaintance,thelady’smaid,assuredmethat,tohercertainknowledge,hehaddisbursedtothered-hairedman,forpurposesofcharity,asitwassaid,atleastonethousandpoundsduringthefiveweekswehadbeenatRome。Shealsotoldmethatthingswouldshortlybebroughttoaconclusion-andsoindeedtheywere,thoughinadifferentmannerfromwhatsheandIandsomeotherpeopleimagined;thattherewastobeagrandfestival,andamass,atwhichweweretobepresent,afterwhichthefamilyweretobepresentedtotheHolyFather,forsothosetwopriestlysharkshadmanagedit;andthen……shesaidshewascertainthatthetwoladies,andperhapstheoldgovernor,wouldforsakethereligionoftheirnativeland,takingupwiththatoftheseforeignregions,forsomyfellow-servantexpressedit,andthatperhapsattemptsmightbemadetoinduceuspoorEnglishservantstotakeupwiththeforeignreligion,thatisherselfandme,forasforourfellow-servant,theothermaid,shewantednoinducing,beingdisposedbodyandsoultogoovertoit。WhereuponIsworewithanoaththatnothingshouldinducemetotakeupwiththeforeignreligion;andthepoormaid,myfellow-servant,burstingintotears,saidthatforherpartshewoulddiesoonerthanhaveanythingtodowithit;thereuponweshookhandsandagreedtostandbyandcountenanceoneanother:andmoreover,providedourgovernorswerefoolsenoughtogoovertothereligionofthesehereforeigners,wewouldnotwaittobeaskedtodothelike,butleavethematonce,andmakethebestofourwayhome,evenifwewereforcedtobegontheroad。
’Atlastthedayofthegrandfestivalcame,andwewerealltogotothebigchurchtohearthemass。NowithappenedthatforsometimepastIhadbeenmuchafflictedwithmelancholy,especiallywhenIgotupofamorning,producedbythestrangemannerinwhichIsawthingsgoingoninourfamily;andtodispelitinsomedegree,Ihadbeeninthehabitoftakingadrambeforebreakfast。
Onthemorninginquestion,feelingparticularlylowspiritedwhenIthoughtofthefoolishstepourgovernorwouldprobablytakebeforeevening,Itooktwodramsbeforebreakfast;andafterbreakfast,feelingmymelancholystillcontinuing,Itookanother,whichproducedaslighteffectuponmyhead,thoughIamconvincednobodyobservedit。
’Awaywedrovetothebigchurch;itwasadarkmistyday,I
remember,andverycold,sothatifanybodyhadnoticedmybeingslightlyinliquor,IcouldhaveexcusedmyselfbysayingthatI