let’sbeoff。““Itwouldn’tbebetterfortheetobescarceabit,wouldit,andleavemetogoandfindoutwhat’sup?Hehas,perhaps,gettensomecrotchetintohisheadthou’rtanaccomplice,andislayingatrapforthee。““I’mnotafeard!“saidJem;“I’vedonenoughtwrong,andknownoughtwrong,aboutyonpoordeadlad;thoughI’llownIhadevilthoughtsonceonatime。Folkcan’tmistakelongifoncethey’llsearchintothetruth。I’llgoandgivetheoldgentlemanallthesatisfactioninmypower,nowitcaninjurenoone。I’dmyownreasonsforwantingtoseehimbesides,anditallfallsinrightenoughforme。Jobwasalittlere-assuredbyJem’sboldness;butstill,ifthetruthmustbetold,hewishedtheyoungmanwouldfollowhisadvice,andleavehimtosoundMrCarson’s。intentions。MeanwhileJaneWilsonhaddonnedherSundaysuitofblack,andsetoffonhererrandofcondolence。Shefeltnervousanduneasyattheideaofthemoralsayingsandtextswhichshefanciedwereexpectedfromvisitorsonoccasionslikethepresent;andpreparedmanyagoodsetspeechasshewalkedtowardsthehouseofmourning。Asshegentlyopenedthedoor,Marysittingidlybythefire,caughtaglimpseofher,——ofJem’smother,——oftheearlyfriendofherdeadparents,——ofthekindministertomanyalittlewantindaysofchildhood,——androseandcameandfellaboutherneck,withmanyasobandmoan,saying,“Oh,he’sgone——he’sdead——allgone——alldead,andIamleftaloneI““Poorwench!poor,poorwench!“saidJaneWilson,tenderlykissingher。
“Thou’rtnotalone,sodonnottakeonso。I’llsaynoughtofHimwho’sabove,forthouknowestHeisevertheorphan’sfriend;butthinkonJem!
nay,Mary,dear,thinkonme!I’mbutafrabbitwomanattimes,butI’veaheartwithinmethroughallmytemper,andthoushaltbeasadaughterhenceforward,——asmineownewe-lamb。Jemshallnotlovetheebetterinhisway,thanIwillinmine;andthou’ltbearwithmyturns,Mary,knowingthatinmysoulGodseesthelovethatshalleverbethine,ifthou’lttakemeforthymother,andspeaknomoreofbeingalone。“MrsWilsonwasweepingherselflongbeforeshehadendedthisspeech,whichwassodifferenttoallshehadplannedtosay,andfromalltheformalpietyshehadlaidinstoreforthevisit;forthiswasheart’spiety,andneedednogarnishoftextstomakeittruereligion,pureandundefiled。Theysattogetheronthesamechair,theirarmsencirclingeachother;
theyweptforthesamedead;theyhadthesamehope,andtrust,andoverflowingloveintheliving。Fromthattimeforward,hardlyapassingclouddimmedthehappyconfidenceoftheirintercourse;evenbyJemwouldhismother’stempersoonerbeirritatedthanbyMary;beforethelattersherepressedheroccasionalnervousill-humourtillthehabitofindulgingitwasperceptiblydecreased。YearsafterwardsinconversationwithJem,hewasstartledbyachanceexpressionwhichdroppedfromhismother’slips;itimpliedaknowledgeofJohnBarton’scrime。ItwasmanyalongdaysincetheyhadseenanyManchesterpeoplewhocouldhaverevealedthesecretifindeeditwasknowninManchester,againstwhichJemhadguardedineverypossibleway。
Andhewasledtoinquirefirstastotheextent,andthenastothesourceofherknowledge。ItwasMaryherselfwhohadtoldall。Foronthemorningtowhichthischapterprincipallyrelates,asMarysatweeping,andasMrsWilsoncomfortedherbyeverytenderestwordandcaress,sherevealed,tothedismayedandastonishedJane,thestingofherdeepsorrow;thecrimewhichstainedherdeadfather’smemory。ShewasquiteunconsciousthatJemhadkeptitsecretfromhismother;