Mary’seyeshadfallenbeneaththatpenetratinggaze,inwhichtheagonyofmemoryseemedeveryminutetofindfullervent。“Isitadream?“themotheraskedatlastinalowvoice。“No!“repliedMary,inthesametone。MrsWilsonhidherfaceinthepillow。Shewasfullyconsciousofeverythingthismorning;itwasevidentthatthestunningeffectofthesubpoena,whichhadaffectedhersomuchlastnightinherweak,worn-outstate,hadpassedaway。Maryofferednooppositionwhensheindicatedbylanguidgestureandactionthatshewishedtorise。
Asleeplessbedisahauntedplace。WhenshewasdressedwithMary’shelp,shestoodbyAliceforaminuteortwo,lookingattheslumberer。“Howhappysheis!“saidshe,quietlyandsadly。AllthetimethatMarywasgettingbreakfastready,andperformingeveryotherlittledomesticofficeshecouldthinkof,toaddtothecomfortofJem’smother,MrsWilsonsatstillinthearm-chair,watchinghersilently。
Heroldirritationoftemperandmannerseemedtohavesuddenlydisappeared,orperhapsshewastoodepressedinbodyandmindtoshowit。MarytoldherallthathadbeendonewithregardtoMrBridgenorth;allherownplansforseekingoutWill;allherhopes;andconcealedaswellasshecouldallthedoubtsandfearsthatwouldariseunbidden。TothisMrsWilsonlistenedwithoutmuchremark,butwithdeepinterestandperfectcomprehension。WhenMaryceased,shesighedandsaid,“Ohwench!Iamhismother,andyetIdosolittle,Icandosolittle!That’swhatfretsme!
Iseemlikeachildasseesitsmammyill,andmoansandcriesitslittleheartout,yetdoesnoughttohelp。Ithinkmysensehasleftmeallatonce,andIcan’tevenfindstrengthtocrylikethelittlechild。“Hereuponshebrokeintoafeeblewailofself-reproach,thatheroutwardshowofmiserywasnotgreater;asifanycries,ortears,orloud-spokenwordscouldhavetoldofsuchpangsattheheartasthatlook,andthatthin,piping,alteredvoice!ButthinkofMaryandwhatshewasenduring。PicturetoyourselfforI
cannottellyouthearmiesofthoughtsthatmetandclashedinherbrain;