MARY BARTON

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MARY BARTON Elizabeth Cleghorn Gaskell

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  Dostthouknowwhereheis,thoubadhussy,withthygreatblueeyesandyellowhair,toleadmenontoruin?Outupontheewiththyangel’sface,thouwhitedsepulchre!DostthouknowwhereJemis,allthroughthee?““No!“quiveredoutpoorMary,scarcelyconsciousthatshespoke,sodaunted,soterrifiedwasshebytheindignantmother’sgreeting。“He’slyinginth’NewBailey,“slowlyanddistinctlyspokethemother,watchingtheeffectofherwords,asifbelievingintheirinfinitepowertopain。“Therehelies,waitingtotakehistrialformurderingyoungMrCarson。“Noanswer;butsuchablanchedface,suchwild,distendedeyes,suchtremblinglimbs,instinctivelyseekingsupport!“DidyouknowMrCarsonasnowliesdead?“continuedthemercilesswoman。

  “Folksayyoudid,andknewhimbuttoowell。Andthatforthesakeofsuchasyou,mypreciouschildshotyonchap。Buthedidnot。Iknowhedidnot。Theymayhanghim,buthismotherwillspeaktohisinnocencewithherlastdyingbreath。“Shestoppedmorefromexhaustionthanwantofwords。Maryspoke,butinsochangedandchokedavoicethattheoldwomanalmoststarted。Itseemedasifsomethirdpersonmustbeintheroom,thevoicewassohoarseandstrange。“Pleasesayitagain。Idon’tquiteunderstandyou。WhathasJemdone?

  Pleasetotellme。““Ineversaidhehaddoneit。Isaid,andI’llswearthatheneverdiddoit。Idon’tcarewhoheard’emquarrel,orifitishisgunaswerefoundnearthebody。It’snotmyownJemaswouldgofortokillanyman,choosehowagirlhadjiltedhim。MyowngoodJem,aswasablessingsentuponthehousewherehewasborn。“Tearscameintothemother’sburningeyesasherheartrecurredtothedayswhenshehadrockedthecradleof“herfirst-born“;andthen,rapidlypassingoverevents,tillthefullconsciousnessofhispresentSituationcameuponher,andperhapsannoyedathavingshownanysoftnessofcharacterinthepresenceoftheDelilahwhohadluredhimtohisdanger,shespokeagain,andinasharpertone。“Itoldhim,andtoldhimtoleaveoffthinkingonthee;buthewouldn’tbeledbyme。Thee!wench!thouwerenotgoodenoughtowipethedustoffhisfeet。Avile,flirtingqueanasthouart。It’swellthymotherdoesnotknowpoorbodywhatagood-for-nothingthouart。““Mother!ohmother!“saidMary,asifappealingtothemercifuldead。“ButIwasnotgoodenoughforhim!IknowIwasnot,“addedshe,inavoiceoftouchinghumility。Forthroughherheartwenttollingtheominous,propheticwordshehadusedwhenbehadlastspokentoher:“Mary!you’llmaybehearofmeasadrunkard,andmaybeasathief;andmaybeasamurderer。Remember!whenallarespeakingillofme,youwillhavenorighttoblameme,forit’syourcrueltythatwillhavemademewhatIfeelIshallbecome。“Andshedidnotblamehim,thoughshedoubtednothisguilt;shefelthowmadlyshemightactifoncejealousofhim,andhowmuchcausehadshenotgivenhimforjealousy,miserableguiltywretchthatshewas!Speakon,desolatemother。Abuseherasyouwill。Herbrokenspiritfeelstohavemeritedall。Butherlasthumble,self-abasedwordshadtouchedMrsWilson’sheart,soreasitwas;andshelookedatthesnow-palegirlwiththosepiteouseyes,sohopelessofcomfort,andsherelentedinspiteofherself。“Thouseestwhatcomesoflightconduct,Mary!It’sthydoingthatsuspicionhaslightedonhim,whoisasinnocentasthebabeunborn。Thou’lthavemuchtoanswerforifhe’shung。Thou’lthavemydeathtooatthydoor!“Harshasthesewordsseem,shespoketheminamildertoneofvoicethanshehadyetused。ButtheideaofJemonthegallows,Jemdead,tookpossessionofMary,andshecoveredhereyeswithherwanhands,asifindeedtoshutoutthefearfulsight。Shemurmuredsomewords,which,thoughspokenlow,asifchokedupfromthedepthsofagony,JaneWilsoncaught。“Myheartisbreaking,“saidshe,feebly。“Myheartisbreaking。““Nonsense!“saidMrsWilson。“Don’ttalkinthatsillyway。Myhearthasabetterrighttobreakthanyours,andyetIholdup,yousee。But,ohdear!ohdear!“withasuddenrevulsionoffeeling,astherealityofthedangerinwhichhersonwasplacedpresseduponher。“WhatamIsaying?

  HowcouldIholdupifthouwertgone,Jem?ThoughI’massureasIstandhereofthyinnocence,iftheyhangthee,mylad,Iwillliedownanddie!“Sheweptaloudwithbitterconsciousnessofthefearfulchanceawaitingherchild。Shecriedmorepassionatelystill。Maryrousedherselfup。“Oh,letmestaywithyou,atanyrate,tillweknowtheend。DearestMrsWilson,mayn’tIstay?“ThemoreobstinatelyandupbraidinglyMrsWilsonrefused,themoreMarypleaded,witheverthesamesoftentreatingcry,“Letmestaywithyou。“

  Herstunnedsoulseemedtobounditswishes,forthehouratleast,toremainingwithonewholovedandsorrowedforthesamehumanbeingthatshedid。Butno。MrsWilsonwasinflexible。“I’vemaybebeenabithardonyou,Mary,I’llownthat。ButIcannotabideyouyetwithme。Icannotbutrememberit’syourgiddinessashaswroughtthiswoe。I’llstaywithAlice,andperhapsMrsDavenportmaycomehelpabit。Icannotputupwithyouaboutme。Goodnight。To-morrowImaylookonyoudifferent,maybe。Goodnight。“AndMaryturnedoutofthehouse,whichbadbeenhishome,wherehewasloved,andmournedfor,intothebusy,desolate,crowdedstreet,wheretheywerecryinghalfpennybroadsides,givinganaccountofthebloodymurder,thecoroner’sinquest,andaraw-head-and-bloody-bonespictureofthesuspectedmurderer,JamesWilson。ButMaryheardnot;sheheedednot。Shestaggeredonlikeoneinadream。

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