Tellmenowwhathasmadeyourunawayfrommesofastthesefewdays——tellme,yousweetlittlecoquette!“Maryceasedstruggling,butturnedsoastobealmostoppositetohim,whileshespokeoutcalmly,andboldly。“MrCarson!Iwanttospeaktoyouforonceandforall。SinceImetyoulastMondayevening,Ihavemadeupmymindtohavenothingmoretodowithyou。IknowI’vebeenwronginleadingyoutothinkIlikedyou;butIbelieveIdidn’trightlyknowmyownmind;andIhumblybegyourpardon,sir,ifI’veledyoutothinktoomuchofme。Foraninstanthewassurprised;thenext,vanitycametohisaid,andconvincedhimthatshecouldonlybejoking。He,young,agreeable,rich,handsome!No!shewasonlyshowingalittlewomanlyfondnessforcoquetting。“You’readarlinglittlerascaltogooninthisway!’Humblybeggingmypardonifyou’vemademethinktoomuchofyou。’Asifyoudidn’tknowIthinkofyoufrommorningtonight。Butyouwanttobetolditagainandagain,doyou?““No,indeed,sir,Idon’t。Iwouldfarlieferthatyoushouldsayyouwouldneverthinkofmeagain,thanthatyoushouldspeakofmeinthisway。
Forindeed,sir,IneverwasmoreinearnestthanIam,whenIsayto-nightisthelastnightIwilleverspeaktoyou。“Lastnight,yousweetlittleequivocator,butnotlastday。Ha,Mary,I’vecaughtyou,haveI?“asshe,puzzledbyhisperseveranceinthinkingherjoking,hesitatedinwhatformshecouldnowputhermeaning。“Imean,sir,“shesaidsharply,“thatIwillneverspeaktoyouagain,atanytime,afterto-night。““Andwhat’smadethischange,Mary?“saidhe,seriouslyenoughnow。“HaveIdoneanythingtooffendyou?“addedhe,earnestly。“No,sir,“sheansweredgently,butyetfirmly。“IcannottellyouexactlywhyI’vechangedmymind;butIshallnotalteritagain;and,asIsaidbefore,IbegyourpardonifI’vedonewrongbyyou。Andnow,sir,ifyouplease,goodnight。““ButIdonotplease。Youshallnotgo。WhathaveIdone,Mary?Tellme。
YoumustnotgowithouttellingmehowIhavevexedyou。Whatwouldyouhavemedo?““Nothing,sir,but“inanagitatedtone,“oh!letmego!Youcannotchangemymindit’squitemadeup。Oh,sir!whydoyouholdmesotight?IfyouwillknowwhyIwon’thaveanythingmoretodowithyou,itisthatIcannotloveyou。Ihavetried,andIreallycannot。“Thisnaiveandcandidavowalservedherbutlittle。Hecouldnotunderstandhowitcouldbetrue。Somereasonlurkedbehind。Hewaspassionatelyinlove。Whatshouldhedototempther?Athoughtstruckhim。“Listen!Mary。Nay,Icannotletyougotillyouhaveheardme。Idoloveyoudearly;andIwon’tbelievebutwhatyoulovemeaverylittle,justaverylittle。Well,ifyoudon’tliketoownit,nevermindIonlywantnowtotellyouhowmuchIloveyou,bywhatIamreadytogiveupforyou。Youknoworperhapsyouarenotfullyawarehowlittlemyfatherandmotherwouldlikemetomarryyou。Soangrywouldtheybe,andsomuchridiculeshouldIhavetobrave,thatofcourseIhaveneverthoughtofittillnow。Ithoughtwecouldbehappyenoughwithoutmarriage。“DeepsankthosewordsintoMary’sheart。“Butnow,ifyoulike,I’llgetalicenceto-morrowmorning——nay,to-night,andI’llmarryyouindefianceofalltheworld,ratherthangiveyouup。Inayearortwomyfatherwillforgiveme,andmeanwhileyoushallhaveeveryluxurymoneycanpurchase,andeverycharmthatlovecandevisetomakeyourlifehappy。Afterall,mymotherwasbutafactorygirl。“Thiswassaidtohimself,asiftoreconcilehimselftothisboldstep。“Now,Mary,youseehowwillingI
amto——tosacrificeagooddealforyou;Ievenofferyoumarriage,tosatisfyyourlittleambitiousheart;sonow,won’tyousay,youcanlovemealittle,littlebit?“Hepulledhertowardshim。Tohissurprise,shestillresisted。YesIthoughallshehadpicturedtoherselfforsomanymonthsinbeingthewifeofMrCarsonwasnowwithinhergrasp,sheresisted。Hisspeechhadgivenherbutonefeeling,thatofexceedinggreatrelief。Forshehaddreaded,nowsheknewwhattruelovewas,tothinkoftheattachmentshemighthavecreated;thedeepfeelingherflirtingconductmighthavecalledout。Shehadloadedherselfwithreproachesforthemiseryshemighthavecaused。
Itwasarelief,togatherthattheattachmentwasofthatlow,despicablekindwhichcanplantoseducetheobjectofitsaffection;thatthefeelingshehadcausedwasshallowenoughforitonlypretendedtoembraceself;