andIamnotatallafraidforher,aftersuchaproofasshehasgiventhatherfeelingsarenotstrong。“
Fannysupposedshemusthavebeenmistaken,andmeanttothinkdifferentlyinfuture;butwithallthatsubmissiontoEdmundcoulddo,andallthehelpofthecoincidinglooksandhintswhichsheoccasionallynoticedinsomeoftheothers,andwhichseemedtosaythatJuliawasMr。Crawford’schoice,sheknewnotalwayswhattothink。
Shewasprivy,oneevening,tothehopesofherauntNorrisonthesubject,aswellastoherfeelings,andthefeelingsofMrs。Rushworth,onapointofsomesimilarity,andcouldnothelpwonderingasshelistened;
andgladwouldshehavebeennottobeobligedtolisten,foritwaswhilealltheotheryoungpeopleweredancing,andshesitting,mostunwillingly,amongthechaperonsatthefire,longingforthere-entranceofhereldercousin,onwhomallherownhopesofapartnerthendepended。
ItwasFanny’sfirstball,thoughwithoutthepreparationorsplendourofmanyayounglady’sfirstball,beingthethoughtonlyoftheafternoon,builtonthelateacquisitionofaviolinplayerintheservants’hall,andthepossibilityofraisingfivecouplewiththehelpofMrs。GrantandanewintimatefriendofMr。Bertram’sjustarrivedonavisit。