“HewasonceortwicecrosswithmewhenIsaiditseemedapitytobespendingthemoneyinthebankwhichmightbeafterwardwantedinsteadofearningmoreinbusiness。GoodMr。Bapchild,happeningaboutthistimetobeinLondon,staidoverSunday,andcametodinewithusbetweentheservices。Hehadtriedtomakemypeacewithmyrelations——buthehadnotsucceeded。Atmyrequesthespoketomyhusbandaboutthenecessityofexertinghimself。Myhusbandtookitill。Ithensawhimseriouslyoutoftemperforthefirsttime。GoodMr。Bapchildsaidnomore。Heappearedtobealarmedatwhathadhappened,andhetookhisleaveearly。
“Shortlyafterwardmyhusbandwentout。Igotteareadyforhim——buthenevercameback。Igotsupperreadyforhim——buthenevercameback。ItwaspasttwelveatnightbeforeIsawhimagain。Iwasverymuchstartledbythestatehecamehomein。Hedidn’tspeaklikehimself,orlooklikehimself:hedidn’tseemtoknowme——wanderedinhismind,andfellallinalumplikeonourbed。Iranoutandfetchedthedoctortohim。
“Thedoctorpulledhimuptothelight,andlookedathim;
smelledhisbreath,anddroppedhimdownagainonthebed;turnedabout,andstaredatme。’What’sthematter,Sir?’Isays。’Doyoumeantotellmeyoudon’tknow?’saysthedoctor。’No,Sir,’
saysI。’Whywhatsortofawomanareyou,’sayshe,’nottoknowadrunkenmanwhenyouseehim!’Withthathewentaway,andleftmestandingbythebedside,allinatremblefromheadtofoot。