Never!Hewouldgobacktothebooks。Hewasnotattheendofthem。Theslightesthintinthepageswhichwerestilltobereadmightsethissluggishbrainworkingintherightdirection。Thewaytoberidofher,withoutexcitingthesuspicionofanylivingcreature,inthehouseoroutofit,wasawaythatmightbefoundyet。
Couldaman,inhispositionoflife,reasoninthisbrutalmanner?couldheactinthismercilessway?Surelythethoughtofwhathewasabouttodomusthavetroubledhimthistime!
Pauseforamoment——andlookbackathiminthepast。
DidhefeelanyremorsewhenhewasplottingthebetrayalofArnoldinthegardenatWindygates?Thesensewhichfeelsremorsehadnotbeenputintohim。Whatheisnowisthelegitimateconsequenceofwhathewasthen。Afarmoreserioustemptationisnowurginghimtocommitafarmoreseriouscrime。Howishetoresist?WillhisskillinrowingasSirPatrickonceputit,hisswiftnessinrunning,hisadmirablecapacityandenduranceinotherphysicalexercises,helphimtowinapurelymoralvictoryoverhisownselfishnessandhisowncruelty?No!Themoralandmentalneglectofhimself,whichthematerialtoneofpublicfeelingabouthimhastacitlyencouraged,haslefthimatthemercyoftheworstinstinctsinhisnature——ofallthatismostvileandofallthatismostdangerousinthecompositionofthenaturalman。Withthemassofhisfellows,noharmoutofthecommonhascomeofthis,becausenotemptationoutofthecommonhaspassedtheirway。Butwith_him,_thecaseisreversed。A
temptationoutofthecommonhaspassed_his_way。Howdoesitfindhimpreparedtomeetit?Itfindshim,literallyandexactly,whathistraininghaslefthim,inthepresenceofanytemptationsmallorgreat——adefenselessman。