“IamgoingsofarasIknowtosurprise——possiblytoalarm——you。Thereisnoescapingfromit,foryouorforme;itmustbedone。
“ThinkingofhowbesttointroducewhatIamnowobligedtosay,Icanfindnobetterwaythanthis。Imustaskyoutotakeyourmemorybacktoadaywhichwehavebothbitterreasontoregret——thedaywhenGeoffreyDelamaynsentyoutoseemeattheinnatCraigFernie。
“Youmaypossiblynotremember——itunhappilyproducednoimpressiononyouatthetime——thatIfelt,andexpressed,morethanonceonthatoccasion,averygreatdisliketoyourpassingmeoffonthepeopleoftheinnasyourwife。ItwasnecessarytomybeingpermittedtoremainatCraigFerniethatyoushoulddoso。Iknewthis;butstillIshrankfromit。Itwasimpossibleformetocontradictyou,withoutinvolvingyouinthepainfulconsequences,andrunningtheriskofmakingascandalwhichmightfinditswaytoBlanche’sears。Iknewthisalso;butstillmyconsciencereproachedme。Itwasavaguefeeling。Iwasquiteunawareoftheactualdangerinwhichyouwereplacingyourself,orIwouldhavespokenout,nomatterwhatcameofit。Ihadwhatiscalledapresentimentthatyouwerenotactingdiscreetly——nothingmore。AsIloveandhonormymother’smemory——asItrustinthemercyofGod——thisisthetruth。
“Youlefttheinnthenextmorning,andwehavenotmetsince。
“AfewdaysafteryouwentawaymyanxietiesgrewmorethanI