Hetooknoaccountofhisbitter,secretjealousyofthisgirl,who,ashethought,hadestrangedhissonfromhim,andpreventedhimfromcarryingouthischerishedplansofmakingofhimaclergymanlikehimself,orofhisinnatephysicalhatredofwomenwhichcausedhimtodesirethatGodfreyshouldremaincelibate。Thesemotives,althoughhewaswellawareofthem,hesetdownasnaught,beingquitesure,inviewofthegoodnessofhisaims,thattheywouldbeoverlookedorevencommendedbythePoweraboveWhomhepicturedinhismind’seyeasafuriousoldman,animatedchieflybyjealousyandadesiretowreakvengeanceonandtorturethehelpless。ForitisthelessonsoftheOldTestamentthatsinkmostdeeplyintothesoulsofMr。Knightandhiskind。
SirJohn’sendswerequitedifferent。Hewastheveryvulgarestofself-mademen,coarseandbrutalbynature,asensualistofthetypethatisuntouchedbyimagination;amanwhowouldcrushanyonewhostoodinhispathwithoutcompunction,justbecausethatpersondidstandinhispath。Buthewasextremelyshrewd——witnessthewayhesawthroughMr。Knight——andinhisownfashionveryable——witnesshissuccessinlife。
Moreover,sinceamanofhistypehasgenerallysomeobjectbeyondthemereacquiringofmoney,particularlyafterithasbeenacquired,hehadhis,torisehigh,forhewasveryambitious。Hisnaturaldiscernmentsetallhisownfailingsbeforehimintheclearestlight;
alsotheirconsequences。Heknewthathewasvulgarandbrutal,andthatasaresultallpersonsofrealgentilitylookeddownuponhim,howevermuchtheymightseemtocringebeforehismoneyandpower,yes,thoughtheychancedtobebutlabouringmen。
Forinstance,hiswifehaddoneso,whichwasoneofthereasonswhyhehatedher,asindeedhadallherdistinguishedrelatives,aftertheycametoknowhim,althoughhelentthemmoney。Heknewthatevenifhebecameapeer,ashefullyexpectedtodo,itwouldbethesamestory;outwarddeferenceandlipservice,butinwarddislikeandcontempt。Inshort,therewerelimitswhichhecouldneverhopetopass,andthereforesofarashewasconcerned,hisambitiousthirstmustremainunslaked。