ReturningtoEngland/via/theWestIndiesinthecompanyofherunclewhowascominghomeonleavebeforetakingupanappointmentasMinistertooneoftheSouthAmericanrepublics,shewasgreetedontheplatformatWaterloobyherfather。SirJohnBlakehadbythistimeforgottentheirpreviousdisagreements,or,atanyrate,determinedtoignorethem,andIsobel,whowasnowinherwayafinishedwomanoftheworld,thoughshedidnotforget,hadcometoalikeconclusion。Sotheirmeetingwascordialenough,andforawhile,notaverylongwhile,theycontinuedtolivetogetherinoutwardamity,withatacitunderstandingthattheyshouldfollowtheirrespectivepaths,unmolestedbyeachother。
OntheafternoonofthefirstdayafterhisarrivalattheAbbey,somespiritinhisfeetmovedGodfreytogointothechurch。Asthoughbyinstinct,hewenttothechancel,andstoodtherecontemplatingthebrassofthenamelessPlantagenetlady。Howlongitwassincehehadlookeduponhergravenfaceandformdrapedinthestatelyhabilimentsofabygoneage!Then,herememberedwithapang,Isobelwaswithhim,andtheyhadseemedtobeveryneartogether。NowtherewasnoIsobel,andtheywereveryfarapart,bothinthespiritandintheflesh。ForhehadnotheardofherreturntoEnglandandimaginedthatshewasstillinMexico,whencenotidingsofhercametohim。
Therehestoodamongthedead,reflectingthatwedonotneedtopassoutofthebodytoknowthemeaningofdeath,since,asonceIsobelhadsaidherself,someseparationsareasbad,orworse。Thestoryofthedeadis,atanyrate,completed;thereisnothingmoretobelearnedaboutthem,andofthemweimagine,perhapsquiteerroneously,thatwehavenoneedtobejealous,sincewecannotconceivethattheymayformnewinterestsinanothersphere。Butwiththelivingitisotherwise。Somewheretheirlifeiscontinued;somewheretheyaregettingthemselvesfriendsorloversandcarryingonthedailyroundofbeing,andwehavenoshareinthemorinaughtthattheymaydo。
Andprobablytheyhaveforgottenus。And,ifwestillhappentobeattachedtothem,oh!ithurts。
ThusmusedGodfrey,tryingtopicturetohimselfwhatIsobellookedlikewhenshehadstoodbyhissideonthatlong-pastautumneve,andonlysucceededinrememberingexactlywhatshelookedlikewhenshewaskissingarosewithacertainknightinarmourinasquaregarden,sinceforsomeperversereasonitwasthispicturethatremainedsopainfullycleartohismind。Thenhedriftedoffintospeculationsuponthegeneralmysteryofthingsofasortthatwerecommonwithhim,andinthesebecameobliviousofallelse。