Thisnotesheansweredbypost,tellinghimthatshehadbeendisappointednottoseehimasshewasalsoill。SheaddedthatshewouldsendthecarriageonthefollowingSundayonthechanceofhistoothachebeingbetter,butthatifitwasnot,shewouldunderstandandtroublehimnomore。
DuringallthatweekGodfreyfoughtwithhimself。HedidnotwishtohaveanythingmoretodowiththewhiteandghostlyEleanor,whochangedhergemssoconstantly,andsaidthatshehadknownhimmillenniumsago。Indeed,hefeltalreadyasthoughsheweremuchtoonearhim,especiallyatnight,whenheseemedtobecomeawareofherbendingoverhisbed,andgenerallymakingherpresenceknowninotheruncomfortablewaysthatcausedhishairtostandupandfrightenedhim。
AtthesametimehewasreallyfondofMissOgilvy,andwhatshesaidaboutbeingilltouchedhim。Alsotherewassomethingthatdrewhim;
itmightbeEleanor,oritmightbeMadameRiennes。Atanyratehefeltagreatlongingtogo。Puttingeverythingelseaside,theseinvestigationshadtheirdelights。WhatotheryoungfellowofhisagecouldboastanEleanor,whosaidshehadbeenfondofhimtensofthousandsofyearsbefore?
Moreover,herewasoneofthegatestothatknowledgewhichhedesiredsoearnestly,andhowcouldhefindthestrengthtoshutitinhisownface?