Andhereletmemention——althoughthetwoarequitedistinctanddifferent——thatboththedewandthebreadofExmoormaybesought,whetherhighorlow,butneverfoundelsewhere。Thedewissocrisp,andpure,andpearly,andinsuchabundance;andthebreadissosweet,sokind,andhomely,youcaneataloaf,andthenanother。
NowwhileIwaswalkingdailyinandoutgreatcrowdsofmenfewofwhomhadanyfreedomfromthecaresofmoney,andmanyofwhomwereevenmorbidwithaworsepestcalled’politics’,Icouldnotbequitofthinkinghowwejostleoneanother。Godhasmadetheearthquitelarge,withaspreadoflandlargeenoughforalltoliveon,withoutfighting。Alsoamightyspreadofwater,layinghandsonsandandcliffwithasolemnvoiceinstorm-time;andinthegentleweathermovingmentothoughtsofequity。This,aswell,isfulloffood;beingtwo-thirdsoftheworld,andreservedfordevouringknowledge;bythetimethesonsofmenhavefedawaythedryland。Yetbeforethelanditselfhasacknowledgedtouchofman,upononeinahundredacres;andbeforeonemileintenthousandoftheexhaustlessoceanhaseverfelttheplungeofhook,orcombingofthehaul-nets;lo,wecrawl,inflockstogetheruponthehotgroundthatstingsus,evenastheblackgrubscrowdupontheharriednettle!Surelywearetoomuchgiventofollowthetracksofeachother。
However,foramoralist,Ineversetup,andnevershall,whilecommonsenseabideswithme。Suchamanmustbeverywretchedinthispuredearthofmorality;
likeafishermanwherenofishbe;andmostofushaveenoughtodotoattendtoourownmorals。EnoughthatIresolvedtogo;andasLornacouldnotcomewithme,itwasevenworsethanstopping。NearlyeverybodyvowedthatIwasagreatfoolindeed,toneglectsorudely——whichwastheproperword,theysaid——thepushingofmyfortunes。ButIansweredthattopushwasrude,andIleftittopeoplewhohadnoroom;andthoughtthatmyfortunemustbeheavy,ifitwouldnotmovewithoutpushing。
LornacriedwhenIcameawaywhichgavemegreatsatisfaction,andshesentawholetrunkfulofthingsformotherandAnnie,andevenLizzie。Andsheseemedtothink,thoughshesaiditnot,thatImademyownoccasionforgoing,andmighthavestayedontillthewinter。WhereasIknewwellthatmymotherwouldthinkandeveryoneonthefarmthesamethathereIhadbeeninLondon,lagging,andtakingmypleasure,andlookingatshops,uponpretenceofKing’sbusiness,andleavingtheharvesttoreapitself,nottomentionthespendingofmoney;whileallthetimetherewasnothingwhatever,exceptmyownloveofadventureandsport,tokeepmefromcominghomeagain。ButIknewthatmycoatofarms,andtitle,wouldturneverybitofthisgrumblingintofineadmiration。