’Fight,forthesakeofthejuniorfirst,’criedthelittlefellowinmyear,thecleverone,theheadofourclass,whohadmockedJohnFry,andknewallabouttheaorists,andtriedtomakemeknowit;butIneverwentmorethanthreeplacesup,andthenitwasanaccident,andIcamedownafterdinner。Theboyswereurgentroundmetofight,thoughmystomachwasnotupforit;andbeingveryslowofwitwhichisnotchargeableonme,Ilookedfromonetootherofthem,seekinganycureforit。NotthatIwasafraidoffighting,fornowIhadbeenthreeyearsatBlundell’s,andfoughten,allthattime,afightatleastonceeveryweek,tilltheboysbegantoknowme;onlythattheloadonmyheartwasnotsprightlyasofthehay-field。Itisaverysadthingtodwellon;butevennow,inmytimeofwisdom,Idoubtitisafondthingtoimagine,andamotherlytoinsistupon,thatboyscandowithoutfighting。Unlesstheybeverygoodboys,andafraidofoneanother。
’Nay,’Isaid,withmybackagainstthewrought-ironstayofthegate,whichwassocketedintoCop’shouse-front:’Iwillnotfighttheenow,RobinSnell,butwaittillIcomebackagain。’
’Takecoward’sblow,JackRidd,then,’criedhalfadozenlittleboys,shovingBobSnellforwardtodoit;
becausetheyallknewwellenough,havingstrivenwithmeerenow,andprovedmetobetheirmaster——theyknew,Isay,thatwithoutgreatchange,Iwouldneveracceptthatcontumely。ButItooklittleheedofthem,lookingindullwondermentatJohnFry,andSmiler,andtheblunderbuss,andPeggy。JohnFrywasscratchinghishead,Icouldsee,andgettingblueintheface,bythelightfromCop’sparlour-window,andgoingtoandfrouponSmiler,asifhewerehardsetwithit。AndallthetimehewaslookingbrisklyfrommyeyestothefistIwasclenching,andmethoughthetriedtowinkatmeinacovertmanner;andthenPeggywhiskedhertail。
’ShallIfight,John?’Isaidatlast;’Iwouldanyouhadnotcome,John。’