Whowouldrememberhim?Hehadwhathewanted。Hisveryexistenceprobablyhadbeenforgottenbythistime。Theyhadmasteredtheirfates。Theyweretragic。
`Herimmobilitybeforemewasclearlyexpectant,andmypartwastospeakformybrotherfromtherealmofforgetfulshades。Iwasdeeplymovedatmyresponsibilityandatherdistress。Iwouldhavegivenanythingforthepowertosootheherfrailsoul,tormentingitselfinitsinvincibleignorancelikeasmallbirdbeatingaboutthecruelwiresofacage。Nothingeasierthantosay,Havenofear!Nothingmoredifficult。Howdoesonekillfear,Iwonder?Howdoyoushootaspectrethroughtheheart,slashoffitsspectralhead,takeitbyitsspectralthroat?Itisanenterpriseyourushintowhileyoudream,andaregladtomakeyourescapewithwethairandeverylimbshaking。Thebulletisnotrun,thebladenotforged,themannotborn;eventhewingedwordsoftruthdropatyourfeetlikelumpsoflead。Yourequireforsuchadesperateencounteranenchantedandpoisonedshaftdippedinalietoosubtletobefoundonearth。Anenterpriseforadream,mymasters!
`Ibeganmyexorcismwithaheavyheart,withasortofsullenangerinit,too。Jim’svoice,suddenlyraisedwithasternintonation,carriedacrossthecourtyard,reprovingthecarelessnessofsomedumbsinnerbytheriver-side。Nothing——Isaid,speakinginadistinctmurmur——therecouldbenothing,inthatunknownworldshefanciedsoeagertorobherofherhappiness,therewasnothingneitherlivingnordead,therewasnoface,novoice,nopower,thatcouldtearJimfromherside。Idrewbreathandshewhisperedsoftly,“Hetoldmeso。““Hetoldyouthetruth,“Isaid。
“Nothing,“shesighedout,andabruptlyturneduponmewithabarelyaudibleintensityoftone:“Whydidyoucometousfromoutthere?Hespeaksofyoutoooften。Youmakemeafraid。Doyou——doyouwanthim?“Asortofstealthyfiercenesshadcreptintoourhurriedmutters。“Ishallnevercomeagain,“Isaid,bitterly。“AndIdon’twanthim。Noonewantshim。“
“Noone?“sherepeatedinatoneofdoubt。“Noone,“Iaffirmed,feelingmyselfswayedbysomestrangeexcitement。“Youthinkhimstrong,wise,courageous,great——whynotbelievehimtobetrue,too?Ishallgoto-morrow——andthatistheend。Youshallneverbetroubledbyavoicefromthereagain。