hadneverseenJimlooksograve,soself-possessed,inanimpenetrable,impressiveway。Inthemidstofthesedark-facedmen,hisstalwartfigureinwhiteapparel,thegleamingclustersofhisfairhair,seemedtocatchallthesunshinethattrickledthroughthecracksintheclosedshuttersofthatdimhall,withitswallsofmatsandaroofofthatch。Heappearedlikeacreaturenotonlyofanotherkindbutofanotheressence。Hadtheynotseenhimcomeupinacanoetheymighthavethoughthehaddescendeduponthemfromtheclouds。Hedid,however,comeinacrazydug-out,sittingverystillandwithhiskneestogether,forfearofoverturningthething——sittingonatinbox——whichIhadlenthim——nursingonhislaparevolveroftheNavypattern——presentedbymeonparting——which,throughaninterpositionofProvidence,orthroughsomewrong-headednotion,thatwasjustlikehim,orelsefromsheerinstinctivesagacity,hehaddecidedtocarryunloaded。
That’showheascendedthePatusanriver。Nothingcouldhavebeenmoreprosaicandmoreunsafe,moreextravagantlycasual,morelonely。Strange,thisfatalitythatwouldcastthecomplexionofaflightuponallhisacts,ofimpulsiveunreflectingdesertion——ofajumpintotheunknown。
`Itispreciselythecasualnessofitthatstrikesmemost。NeitherSteinnorIhadaclearconceptionofwhatmightbeontheothersidewhenwe,metaphoricallyspeaking,tookhimupandhovehimoverthewallwithscantceremony。AtthemomentImerelywishedtoachievehisdisappearance。
Steincharacteristicallyenoughhadasentimentalmotive。Hehadanotionofpayingoffinkind,Isupposetheolddebthehadneverforgotten。
IndeedhehadbeenallhislifeespeciallyfriendlytoanybodyfromtheBritishIsles。Hislatebenefactor,itistrue,wasaScot——eventothelengthofbeingcalledAlexanderM’Neil——andJimcamefromalongwaysouthoftheTweed;butatthedistanceofsixorseventhousandmilesGreatBritain,thoughneverdiminished,looksforeshortenedenougheventoitsownchildrentorobsuchdetailsoftheirimportance。Steinwasexcusable,andhishintedintentionsweresogenerousthatIbeggedhimmostearnestlytokeepthemsecretforatime。IfeltthatnoconsiderationofpersonaladvantageshouldbeallowedtoinfluenceJim;thatnoteventheriskofsuchinfluenceshouldberun。Wehadtodealwithanothersortofreality。