Longlonelyridesinthedeadofnight;nightwalkswithasinglecompanion,wereconstantanxietiestohisintimates。TothePresident,theirfearswerechildish。Althoughinthesensibilitieshecouldsufferallhehadeversuffered,andmore;inthemindhehadattainedthathighserenityinwhichtherecanbenoflaggingofeffortbecauseoftheconvictionthatGodhasdecreedone’swork;nofailureofconfidencebecauseofthetwinconvictionthatsomehow,somewhere,allthingsworktogetherforgood。“Iamgladofthisinterview,“
hesaidinreplytoadeputationofvisitors,inSeptember,1862,“andgladtoknowthatIhaveyoursympathyandyourprayers……Ihappenedtobeplaced,beingahumbleinstrumentinthehandsofourHeavenlyFather,asIam,andasweallare,toworkoutHisgreatpurpose……IhavesoughtHisaid;butifafterendeavoringtodomybestinthelightHeaffordsme,Ifindmyeffortsfail,ImustbelievethatforsomepurposeunknowntomeHewillsitotherwise。IfIhadmyway,thiswarwouldneverhavecommenced。IfIhadbeenallowedmyway,thiswarwouldhavebeenendedbeforethis;butitstillcontinuesandwemustbelievethatHepermitsitforsomewisepurposeofHisown,mysteriousandunknowntous;andthoughwithourlimitedunderstandingswemaynotbeabletocomprehendit,yetwecannotbutbelievethatHewhomadetheworldstillgovernsit。“[9]
OnJuly22,1862,therewasameetingoftheCabinet。ThesessionsofLincoln’sCouncilwerethelastwordforinformality。ThePresidentandtheMinistersinterspersedtheirgreataffairswithmeretalk,story-telling,gossip。
Withoneexceptiontheywereallloversoftheirownvoices,especiallyinthetellingoftales。Stantonwastheexception。
Gloomy,ofteninill-health,innocentofhumor,hegloweredwhentheotherslaughed。WhenthePresident,insteadofproceedingatoncetobusiness,wouldpulloutofhispocketthelatestvolumeofArtemusWard,theirateWarMinisterfeltthattheoverthrowofthenationwasimpending。Butinthisrespect,thePresidentwasincorrigible。Hehadbeenknowntostopthelineofhisguestsatapubliclevee,whilehetalkedforsomefiveminutesinawhispertoanimportantpersonage;