Hehadplentyofpeculiarities。Hewasugly,awkward;helackedthewantonappetitesoftheaveragesensualman。Andthesepeculiaritieswithouthisgreatstrengthashiswarrantmighthavebroughthimintoridicule。Asitwas,whateverhispeculiarities,inasocietylikethatofPigeonCreek,themanwhocouldbeatallcompetitors,wrestlingorboxing,wasfreefrommolestation。ButLincolninstinctivelyhadanotheraiminlifethanmerefreedomtobehimself。Twocharacteristicsthatweresosignificantinhischildhoodcontinuedwithgrowingvitalityinhisyoungmanhood:hisplacidityandhisintensesenseofcomradeship。Thelatter,however,hadundergoneachange。Itwasnolongerthecomradeshipofthewildcreatures。Thatspurtofphysicalexpansion,theswiftrankgrowthtohistremendousstature,swepthimapparentlyacrossadimdividingline,outoftheworldofbirdsandbeastsandintotheworldofmen。Hetookthenewworldwiththesameunfailingbutalsounexcitablecuriositywithwhichhehadtakentheother,theworldofsquirrels,flowers,fawns。
Hereasthere,thedifferencefromhismother,deepthoughtheirsimilaritiesmayhavebeen,wassharplyevident。Hadhebeenwhollyatonewithherreligiously,thegiftoftellingspeechwhichhenowbegantodisplaymighthaveledhimintoacoursethatwouldhaverejoicedherheart,mighthavemadehimaboypreacher,andlater,agreatrevivalist。HisfatherandeldersisterwhileonPigeonCreekjoinedthelocalBaptistChurch。ButAbrahamdidnotfollowthem。Noristhereasingleanecdotelinkinghiminanywaywiththefervorsofcampmeeting。Onthecontrary,whatlittleisremembered,isofacoolaloofness。[4]Theinscrutabilityoftheforestwashis——whatitgavetothestealthy,cautiousmenwhoweretoointentonobserving,toosuspiciouslywatchful,togiveventtotheirfeelings。Therefore,inLincolntherewasalwaysadoublelife,outerandinner,theouterquietlycompanionable,theinner,solitary,mysterious。
ItwastheouterlifethatassumeditsfirstdefinitephaseintheyearsonPigeonCreek。Duringthoseyears,Lincolndiscoveredhisgiftofstory-telling。Healsodiscoveredhumor。Intheemploymentofbothtalents,heacceptedasamatterofcoursethetoneoftheyoungruffiansamongwhomhedwelt。Verysoonthispowerfulfellow,whocouldthrowanyoftheminawrestle,wonthecentralpositionamongthembyasurertitle,bythepowertodelight。Andanyonewhoknowshowpeasantschoolsofartarise——forthatmatter,allschoolsofartthatarevital——knowshowhedidit。Inthisconnection,hisfamousbiographers,NicolayandHay,revealacertainexternalitybyobjectingthatastoryattributedtohimisancient。Allstoriesareancient。Notthetale,butthetelling,astheproverbsays,isthething。Inlateryears,Lincolnwrotedowneverygoodstorythatheheard,andfiledit。[5]Whenitreappearedithadbecomehisown。Whocandoubtthatthisdeliberateassimilation,thetypicalartisticprocess,beganonPigeonCreek?Lincolnneverwouldhavecapturedashedidhisplowboyaudience,setthemroaringwithlaughterintheintervalsoflabor,hadhenotgiventhembacktheirowntalesdoneoverintonewformsbrilliantlybeyondtheirpowersofconception。Thatthesetalesweregross,evenribald,mighthavebeentakenforgranted,evenhadwenotpositiveevidenceofthefact。Otherwisenoneofthatuproariouslaughterwhichwemaybesuresoundedoftenacrossshimmeringharvestfieldswhilestalwartyoungpagans,everreadytopause,leaned,bellowing,onthehandlesoftheirscythes,AbeLincolnhavingjustthenfinishedastory。
ThoughthehumorofthesestorieswasFalstaffian,tosaytheleast,thoughLincolnwascockofthewalkamongtheplowboysofPigeonCreek,asignificantfactwithregardtohimherecomesintoview。Notananecdotesurvivesthatinanywaysuggestspersonallicentiousness。Scrupulousmenwhoinafter-timewereoffendedbyhiscoarsenessofspeech——formoreorlessoftheartistofPigeonCreekstucktohimalmosttotheend;hetalkedinfables,ofteningrossfables——thesemen,despitetheirannoyance,feltnoimpulsetoattributetohimpersonalhabitsinharmonywithhistales。Ontheotherhand,theywerepuzzledbytheirownimpression,neverwavering,thathewas“pureminded。“Thecluewhichtheydidnothavelayinthenatureofhisdoublelife。Thatpartofhimwhich,inourmodernjargon,wecallhis“reactions“obeyedacuriouslaw。
Theydweltinhisouterlifewithoutpenetratingtotheinner;