Thoughheknowsthathehastravelleditathousandtimes,hecannotrecognizeafeatureinit,butitisasstrangetohimasifitwerearoadinSiberia。Bynight,ofcourse,theperplexityisinfinitelygreater。Inourmosttrivialwalks,weareconstantly,thoughunconsciously,steeringlikepilotsbycertainwell-knownbeaconsandheadlands,andifwegobeyondourusualcoursewestillcarryinourmindsthebearingofsomeneighboringcape;andnottillwearecompletelylost,orturnedround——foramanneedsonlytobeturnedroundoncewithhiseyesshutinthisworldtobelost——doweappreciatethevastnessandstrangenessofnature。Everymanhastolearnthepointsofcompassagainasoftenasbeawakes,whetherfromsleeporanyabstraction。Nottillwearelost,inotherwordsnottillwehavelosttheworld,dowebegintofindourselves,andrealizewhereweareandtheinfiniteextentofourrelations。
Oneafternoon,neartheendofthefirstsummer,whenIwenttothevillagetogetashoefromthecobbler’s,Iwasseizedandputintojail,because,asIhaveelsewhererelated,Ididnotpayataxto,orrecognizetheauthorityof,theStatewhichbuysandsellsmen,women,andchildren,likecattle,atthedoorofitssenate-house。Ihadgonedowntothewoodsforotherpurposes。
But,whereveramangoes,menwillpursueandpawhimwiththeirdirtyinstitutions,and,iftheycan,constrainhimtobelongtotheirdesperateodd-fellowsociety。Itistrue,Imighthaveresistedforciblywithmoreorlesseffect,mighthaverun“amok“
againstsociety;butIpreferredthatsocietyshouldrun“amok“
againstme,itbeingthedesperateparty。However,Iwasreleasedthenextday,obtainedmymendedshoe,andreturnedtothewoodsinseasontogetmydinnerofhuckleberriesonFairHavenHill。IwasnevermolestedbyanypersonbutthosewhorepresentedtheState。I