Ishouldhavethegreatestdifficultytotellyouwhatfollowednextafterthistragiccircumstance。Itisalltome,asIlookbackuponit,mixed,strenuous,andineffectual,likethestrugglesofasleeperinanightmare。Clara,Iremember,utteredabrokensighandwouldhavefallenforwardtoearth,hadnotNorthmourandIsupportedherinsensiblebody。Idonotthinkwewereattacked:
Idonotremembereventohaveseenanassailant;andIbelievewedesertedMr。Huddlestonewithoutaglance。Ionlyrememberrunninglikeamaninapanic,nowcarryingClaraaltogetherinmyownarms,nowsharingherweightwithNorthmour,nowscufflingconfusedlyforthepossessionofthatdearburden。WhyweshouldhavemadeformycampintheHemlockDen,orhowwereachedit,arepointslostforevertomyrecollection。ThefirstmomentatwhichIbecamedefinitelysure,Clarahadbeensufferedtofallagainsttheoutsideofmylittletent,NorthmourandIweretumblingtogetherontheground,andhe,withcontainedferocity,wasstrikingformyheadwiththebuttofhisrevolver。Hehadalreadytwicewoundedmeonthescalp;anditistotheconsequentlossofbloodthatIamtemptedtoattributethesuddenclearnessofmymind。
Icaughthimbythewrist。
“Northmour,“Iremembersaying,“youcankillmeafterwards。LetusfirstattendtoClara。“
Hewasatthatmomentuppermost。Scarcelyhadthewordspassedmylips,whenhehadleapedtohisfeetandrantowardthetent;andthenextmoment,hewasstrainingClaratohisheartandcoveringherunconscioushandsandfacewithhiscaresses。