IwasinJimmyGoggles,allexceptthehelmet。’Easy,’saysAlways,’there’shermast。’AndafterI’dhadjustonesquintoverthegunwale,IcaughtupthebogeyandalmosttippedoutasoldSandersbroughttheboatround。Whenthewindowswerescrewedandeverythingwasallright,Ishutthevalvefromtheairbeltinordertohelpmysinking,andjumpedoverboard,feetforemost——forwehadn’taladder。Ilefttheboatpitching,andallofthemstaringdownintothewaterafterme,asmyheadsankdownintotheweedsandblacknessthatlayaboutthemast。Isupposenobody,notthemostcautiouschapintheworld,wouldhavebotheredaboutalookoutatsuchadesolateplace。Itstunkofsolitude。
“OfcourseyoumustunderstandthatIwasagreenhornatdiving。
Noneofusweredivers。We’dhadtomuckaboutwiththethingtogetthewayofit,andthiswasthefirsttimeI’dbeendeep。Itfeelsdamnable。Yourearshurtbeastly。Idon’tknowifyou’veeverhurtyourselfyawningorsneezing,butittakesyoulikethat,onlytentimesworse。Andapainovertheeyebrowshere——splitting——andafeelinglikeinfluenzainthehead。Anditisn’tallheaveninyourlungsandthings。Andgoingdownfeelslikethebeginningofalift,onlyitkeepson。Andyoucan’tturnyourheadtoseewhat’saboveyou,andyoucan’tgetafairsquintatwhat’shappeningtoyourfeetwithoutbendingdownsomethingpainful。Andbeingdeepitwasdark,letalonetheblacknessoftheashesandmudthatformedthebottom。
Itwaslikegoingdownoutofthedawnbackintothenight,sotospeak。
“Themastcameuplikeaghostoutoftheblack,andthenalotoffishes,andthenalotofflappingredseaweed,andthenwhackIcamewithakindofdullbangonthedeckoftheOceanPioneer,andthefishesthathadbeenfeedingonthedeadroseaboutmelikeaswarmoffliesfromroadstuffinsummertime。Iturnedonthecompressedairagain——forthesuitwasabitthickandmackintosheryafterall,inspiteoftherum——andstoodrecoveringmyself。Itstruckcoolishdownthere,andthathelpedtakeoffthestuffinessabit。