hehadtoldmeto“shutit,“onlyundersudden,excessiveprovocation,andwith,Iamcertain,asubsequentrepentance;hewas,Iknew,quitegladtobeseenwalkingaboutthevillagewithme。Induecourse,heacceptedtheproposalofapipeandwhiskyinmyroomsreadilyenough,andthere,scentingbysomehappyinstinctthattherewastroubleoftheheartinthis,andknowingthatconfidencesbegetconfidences,Ipliedhimwithmuchofinterestandsuggestionfrommyrealandfictitiouspast。Anditwasafterthethirdwhiskyofthethirdvisitofthatsort,ifIrememberrightly,thataproposofsomeartlessexpansionofalittleaffairthathadtouchedandleftmeinmyteens,thathedidatlast,ofhisownfreewillandmotion,breaktheice。“Itwaslikethatwithme,“hesaid,“overthereatAldington。It’sjustthatthat’ssorum。FirstIdidn’tcareabitanditwasallher,andafterwards,whenitwastoolate,itwas,inamannerofspeaking,allme。“
Iforboretojumpuponthisallusion,andsohepresentlythrewoutanother,andinalittlewhilehewasmakingitasplainasdaylightthattheonethinghewantedtotalkaboutnowwasthisFairylandadventurehehadsattightuponforsolong。Yousee,I’ddonethetrickwithhim,andfrombeingjustanotherhalf-incredulous,would-befacetiousstranger,Ihad,byallmywealthofshamelessself-exposure,becomethepossibleconfidant。Hehadbeenbittenbythedesiretoshowthathe,too,hadlivedandfeltmanythings,andthefeverwasuponhim。
Hewascertainlyconfoundedlyallusiveatfirst,andmyeagernesstoclearhimupwithafewprecisequestionswasonlyequalledandcontrolledbymyanxietynottogettothissortofthingtoosoon。
Butinanothermeetingorsothebasisofconfidencewascomplete;
andfromfirsttolastIthinkIgotmostoftheitemsandaspects——