Hegotquiteangrysometimes,astheysattogetherofanightintheirstudy,atthisprovokinghabitofagreement,andwasonthepointofbreakingoutadozentimeswithalectureupontheproprietyofafellowhavingawillofhisownandspeakingout,butmanagedtorestrainhimselfbythethoughtthathemightonlyfrightenArthur,andtheremembranceofthelessonhehadlearntfromhimonhisfirstnightatNumber4。ThenhewouldresolvetositstillandnotsayawordtillArthurbegan;buthewasalwaysbeatatthatgame,andhadpresentlytobegintalkingindespair,fearinglestArthurmightthinkhewasvexedatsomethingifhedidn’t,anddog-tiredofsittingtongue-tied。
Itwashardwork。ButTomhadtakenitup,andmeanttosticktoit,andgothroughwithitsoastosatisfyhimself;inwhichresolutionhewasmuchassistedbythechafingofEastandhisotheroldfriends,whobegantocallhim“dry-nurse,“andotherwisetobreaktheirsmallwitonhim。Butwhentheytookotherground,astheydideverynowandthen,Tomwassorelypuzzled。
“Tellyouwhat,Tommy,“Eastwouldsay;“you’llspoilyoungHopefulwithtoomuchcoddling。Whycan’tyoulethimgoaboutbyhimselfandfindhisownlevel?He’llneverbeworthabuttonifyougoonkeepinghimunderyourskirts。“
“Well,butheain’tfittofighthisownwayyet;I’mtryingtogethimtoiteveryday,buthe’sveryodd。Poorlittlebeggar!
Ican’tmakehimoutabit。Heain’tabitlikeanythingI’veeverseenorheardof——heseemsallovernerves;anythingyousayseemstohurthimlikeacutorablow。“