Buttheywereunwillingtotakeonthehumdrumofmakingaliving,andwereinmostcasesincapableofinitiatingacongenialmethodofemployingtheirpowers,theirnew-found,splendid,gloriouspowers,bymeansofwhichtheyhadsavedanempireandaworld。
Theyhadbecomecommonmenagain,theyinwhosesoulsbutafewweeksagohadflamedthegloryandsplendourofadivineheroism!
Smallwonderthatsomeofthesemen,tinglingwiththeconsciousnessofpowersofwhichthesebusy,engagedpeopleofthestreetsandshopsknewnothing,turnedwithdisdainfromthepetty,paltry,manyofthemnon-manlytasksthatmenpursuedsolelythattheymightlive。Live!Fortheselastterrible,greatandgloriousfiftymonthstheyhadschooledthemselvestothenotionthatthemainbusinessoflifewasnottolive。Therehadbeenforthemathingtodoinfinitelymoreworthwhilethantolive。Indeed,hadtheybeendeterminedatallcoststolive,thentheyhadbecometothemselves,totheircomrades,andindeedtoalltheworld,themostdespicableofalllivingthings,deservingandwinningtheinfinitecontemptofalltruemen。
Whilethe“gratuitymoney“lastedlifewentmerrilyenough,butwhenthelastchequehadbeencashed,andthegrimrealitythatrationshadceasedandQ。M。Storeswerenotlongeravailablethrustitselfvividlyintothefaceofthedemobilisedveteran,andwhenafterexperiencinginjobhuntingvaryingdegreesofhumiliationthesameveteranmadethestartlingandpainfuldiscoverythatforhiswaresofheroicself-immolation,ofdoggedendurancedoneupinkhaki,therewasnodemandinthebloodlessbutnonethelessstrenuousconflictofliving;andthatotherdiscovery,moredisconcerting,thathewasnotthemanhehadbeeninpre-wardaysandthoughthimselfstilltobe,butquiteanother,thenhewasreadyforoneoftwoalternatives,tosurrendertotheinevitabledictumthatafteralllifewasreallynotworthafight,moreparticularlyifitcouldbesustainedwithoutone,or,toflinghishatintotheBolshevistring,readyfortheoldthing,war——waragainsttheenemiesofcivilisationandhisownenemies,againstthosewhopossessedthingswhichheverymuchdesiredbutwhichforsomeinexplicablecausehewaspreventedfromobtaining。
Theformerclass,toagreaterorlessdegree,JackMaitlandrepresented;thelatter,TonyPerrotte。Fromtheirwarexperiencetheywerenowknittogetherinbondsthatranintolifeissues。