Perhapsithadfallenoutofherpocketduringthehoursshehadlainthereasleep。Shesearchedthefoldsofthesoiledandcrumpledblanket,thatwasthecot’ssolecovering,thensnatchedtheblanketcompletelyoffthecotandshookit;andthen,downonherknees,shesearchedthefloorunderthecot。Therewasnosignoftherevolver。
RhodaGraystoodup,andstaredinastunnedwayabouther。Wasthis,then,theexplanationofherhavingseeminglybeenleftundisturbedhereallthroughtheday?Hadsomeone,afterall,beenhere,and-?Sheshookherheadsuddenlywithaquick,emphaticgestureofdissent。Thedoorwasstilllocked,shecouldseethekeyontheinside;and,besides,asatheory,itwasn’tlogical。Theywouldn’thavetakenherrevolverandleftherplacidlyasleep!
Thelossoftherevolverwasavitalmatter。Itwasheronesafeguard;theonemeansbywhichshecouldfirstgainandafterwardsholdthewhip-handoverDanglarintheinterviewsheproposedtohavewithhim;theonemeansofescape,thelastresort,ifsheherselfwerecorneredandfellintohispower。Ithadsustainedhermorethanonce,thatresolutiontoturnitagainstherselfifshewereinextremity。Itmeanteverythingtoher,thatweapon,anditwasgonenow;butthepanicthathadseizeduponherwasgonetoo,andshecouldthinkrationallyandcollectivelyagain。
Lastnight,orratherthismorning,whenshehadmadeherwaybacktotheshedoutthereinthelanebehindthegarret,shehadbeeninastateofalmostutterexhaustion。ShehadchangedfromtheclothesoftheWhiteMolltothoseofGypsyNan,butshemusthavedonesoalmostmechanicallyforshehadnoconcreterecollectionofit。Itwasquitelikelythen,evenmorethanprobable,thatshehadlefttherevolverinthepocketofherotherclothes;forshehadcertainlyhad,notonlyherrevolver,butherflashlightandherskeletonkeyswithherwhenshehadvisitedoldLuertz’splacelastnight,andlaterontoo,whenshehadjumpedintothatautomobileinfrontoftheSilverSphinx,shehadhadherrevolver,forshehadusedittoforcethechauffeuroutofthecar-andshehadnooneofthosearticlesnow。
Ofcourse!Thatwasit!Shesteppedimpulsivelytothedoor,and,openingit,madeherwayquicklydownthestairstothestreet。Therevolverwasundoubtedlyinthepocketofherotherskirt,andshefeltasurgeofreliefsweepuponher;butasenseofreliefwasfarfromenough。Shewouldnotfeelsafeuntiltheweaponwasagaininherpossession,andintuitivelyshefeltthatshehadnotimetoloseinsecuringit。Shehadalreadybeenlefttoolongalonenottomakeabreakinthatunaccountableisolationtheyhadaccordedherassomethingtobeexpectedatanymoment。ShehurriednowdownthestreettothelanethatintervenedbetweenGypsyNan’shouseandthenextcorner,glancedquicklyabouther,and,seeingnooneinherimmediatevicinity,slippedintothelane。Shegainedthedesertedshedsomefiftyyardsalongthelane,enteredthroughthebrokendoorthathung,halfopen,onsagginghinges,and,droppingonherknees,reachedinunderthedecayedandrottingflooring。