Ashegotonhishorse,whichhewasfaintodofeelinglikeadogturnedoutofakitchen,hewasagaingreetedbylittleSammy。
’Good-bye,MrBold;Ihopewemayhavethepleasureofseeingyouagainbeforelong;Iamsurepapawillalwaysbegladtoseeyou。’
ThatwascertainlythebitterestmomentinJohnBold’slife。
Noteventheremembranceofhissuccessfullovecouldcomforthim;nay,whenhethoughtofEleanorhefeltthatitwasthatverylovewhichhadbroughthimtosuchapass。Thatheshouldhavebeensoinsulted,andbeunabletoreply!Thatheshouldhavegivenupsomuchtotherequestofagirl,andthenhavehadhismotivessomisunderstood!Thatheshouldhavemadesogrossamistakeasthisvisitofhistothearchdeacon’s!
Hebitthetopofhiswhip,tillhepenetratedthehornofwhichitwasmade:hestruckthepooranimalinhisanger,andthenwasdoublyangrywithhimselfathisfutilepassion。Hehadbeensocompletelycheckmated,sopalpablyovercome!andwhatwashetodo?Hecouldnotcontinuehisactionafterpledginghimselftoabandonit;norwasthereanyrevengeinthat——itwastheverysteptowhichhisenemyhadendeavouredtogoadhim!