Thensuddenlysheburstintotears,and,turning,wentaway。
I,too,wentawaysomewhatbewildered,formuchhadhappenedtomethatmorningwhichIfoundithardtounderstand。WhyhadtheAugustakissedme?Itookitthatthiswassomekindofimperialjest。ItwasknownthatIkeptalooffromwomen,andshemayhavedesiredtoseewhatIshoulddowhenanAugustakissedme,andthentomakeamockofme。Ihadheardthatshehaddoneasmuchwithothers。
Well,letthatbe,sinceStauracius,whoalwaysfearedlestanewfavouriteshouldslipbetweenhimandpower,hadsettledthematterforme,forwhichIblessedStauracius,althoughatthemoment,beingbutaman,Ihadcursedhim。AndnowwhydidMartina——thelittle,darkMartinawiththekindfaceandthewatchful,beadyeyes,liketothoseofarobininournorthernlands——speakasshehaddone,andthenburstintotears?
Adoubtstruckme,butI,whowasnevervain,pusheditaside。Ididnotunderstand,andofwhatusewasittotrytointerpretthemeaningofthemoodsofwomen?Mybusinesswaswar,or,atthemoment,theservicethathastodowithwar,notwomen。WarshadbroughtmetotherankIheld,though,strangelyenough,ofthosewarsIcanrecallnothingnow;theyhavevanishedfrommyvision。TowarsalsoIlookedtoadvancemeinthefuture,whowasnocourtier,butasoldier,whomcircumstanceshadbroughttoCourt。Well,thankstoMartina,asshesaid,ortosomecapriceoftheEmpress,Ihadanewcommissionthatwasofmoreworthtomethanherrandomkisses,andIwouldgotoreadit。
ReaditIdidinthelittleprivateroomuponthepalacewallwhichwasmineascaptainoftheAugusta’sguard,though,beingwritteninGreek,Ifoundthisdifficult。Martinahadspokentruly。IwasmadetheGovernoroftheStateprison,withallauthority,includingthatoflifeanddeathshouldemergencyarise。Moreover,thisgovernorshipgavemetherankofageneral,withageneral’spay,alsosuchpickingsasIchosetotake。Inshort,fromcaptainoftheguard,suddenlyIhadbecomeagreatmaninConstantinople,onewithwhomevenStauraciusandotherslikehimwouldhavetoreckon,especiallyashissignatureappeareduponthecommissionbeneaththatoftheEmpress。