Alreadyhermindwasbusywithbenevolentplansforherfriends,orratherwithonemagnificentplan——whichwassimpletoo——
theywerealltogetmarried——atonce——directlyshegotback。
Marriage,marriagethatwastherightthing,theonlything,thesolutionrequiredbyeveryonesheknew,andagreatpartofhermeditationswasspentintracingeveryinstanceofdiscomfort,loneliness,ill-health,unsatisfiedambition,restlessness,eccentricity,takingthingsupanddroppingthemagain,publicspeaking,andphilanthropicactivityonthepartofmenandparticularlyonthepartofwomentothefactthattheywantedtomarry,weretryingtomarry,andhadnotsucceededingettingmarried。
If,asshewasboundtoown,thesesymptomssometimespersistedaftermarriage,shecouldonlyascribethemtotheunhappylawofnaturewhichdecreedthattherewasonlyoneArthurVenning,andonlyoneSusanwhocouldmarryhim。Hertheory,ofcourse,hadthemeritofbeingfullysupportedbyherowncase。Shehadbeenvaguelyuncomfortableathomefortwoorthreeyearsnow,andavoyagelikethiswithherselfisholdaunt,whopaidherfarebuttreatedherasservantandcompanioninone,wastypicalofthekindofthingpeopleexpectedofher。Directlyshebecameengaged,Mrs。Paleybehavedwithinstinctiverespect,positivelyprotestedwhenSusanasusualkneltdowntolacehershoes,andappearedreallygratefulforanhourofSusan’scompanywhereshehadbeenusedtoexacttwoorthreeasherright。Shethereforeforesawalifeoffargreatercomfortthanshehadbeenusedto,andthechangehadalreadyproducedagreatincreaseofwarmthinherfeelingstowardsotherpeople。
ItwascloseontwentyyearsnowsinceMrs。Paleyhadbeenabletolaceherownshoesoreventoseethem,thedisappearanceofherfeethavingcoincidedmoreorlessaccuratelywiththedeathofherhusband,amanofbusiness,soonafterwhicheventMrs。Paleybegantogrowstout。Shewasaselfish,independentoldwoman,possessedofaconsiderableincome,whichshespentupontheupkeepofahousethatneededsevenservantsandacharwomaninLancasterGate,andanotherwithagardenandcarriage-horsesinSurrey。