Margaretwenton,notheedingtheinterruption。“Iknewitfromthefirst,whenhetoldmeaboutthesuicideofhiscousin,theBernsteinboy。Thatkindofbluntpathoscan’tbesummonedatwillinanybody。Theearliernovelistsrosetoit,sometimes,unconsciously。ButlastnightwhenIsangforhimIwasdoublysure。Oh,Ihaven’ttoldyouaboutthatyet!Betterlightyourpipeagain。Yousee,hestumbledinonmeinthedarkwhenIwaspumpingawayatthatoldparlourorgantopleaseMrs。LockhartIt’sherhouseholdfetishandI’veforgottenhowmanypoundsofbuttershemadeandsoldtobuyit。Well,Ericstumbledin,andinsomeinarticulatemannermademeunderstandthathewantedmetosingforhim。Isangjusttheoldthings,ofcourse。It’squeertosingfamiliarthingshereattheworld’send。Itmakesonethinkhowtheheartsofmenhavecarriedthemaroundtheworld,intothewastesofIcelandandthejunglesofAfricaandtheislandsofthePacific。Ithinkifonelivedherelongenoughonewouldquiteforgethowtobetrivial,andwouldreadonlythegreatbooksthatwenevergettimetoreadintheworld,andwouldrememberonlythegreatmusic,andthethingsthatarereallyworthwhilewouldstandoutclearlyagainstthathorizonoverthere。AndofcourseIplayedtheintermezzofromCavalleriaRusticana
forhim;itgoesratherbetteronanorganthanmostthingsdo。Heshuffledhisfeetandtwistedhisbighandsupintoknotsandblurtedoutthathedidn’tknowtherewasanymusiclikethatintheworld。Why,thereweretearsinhisvoice,Wyllis!Yes,likeRossetti,Iheardhistears。Thenitdawneduponmethatitwasprobablythefirstgoodmusicbehadeverheardinallhislife。Thinkofit,tocareformusicashedoesandnevertohearit,nevertoknowthatitexistsonearth!Tolongforitaswelongforotherperfectexperiencesthatnevercome。Ican’ttellyouwhatmusicmeanstothatman。Ineversawanyonesosusceptibletoit。Itgavehimspeech,hebecamealive。WhenIhadfinishedtheintermezzo,hebegantellingmeaboutalittlecrippledbrotherwhodiedandwhomhelovedandusedtocarryeverywhereinhisarms。Hedidnotwaitforencouragement。Hetookupthestoryandtolditslowly,asiftohimself,justsortofroseupandtoldhisownwoetoanswerMascagni’s。Itovercameme。“
“Poordevil,“saidWyllis,lookingatherwithmysteriouseyes,“andsoyou’vegivenhimanewwoe。Nowhe’llgoonwantingGriegandSchuberttherestofhisdaysandnevergettingthem。That’sagirl’sphilanthropyforyou!“
JerryLockhartcameoutofthehousescrewinghischinovertheunusualluxuryofastiffwhitecollar,whichhiswifeinsisteduponasanecessaryarticleoftoiletwhileMissElliotwasatthehouse。Jerrysatdownonthestepandsmiledhisbroad,redsmileatMargaret。
“Well,I’vegotthemusicforyourdance,MissElliot。OlafOlesonwillbringhisaccordionandMolliewillplaytheorgan,whensheisn’tlookin’afterthegrub,andalittlechapfromFrenchtownwillbringhisfiddle——thoughtheFrenchdon’tmixwiththeNorwegiansmuch。“