Wehadoursigns,too,andtheywashundredsinnumber。Sometimesshewouldsitlookingatmeandconsideringhardhowtocommunicatewithmeaboutsomethingfresh,——howtoaskmewhatshewantedexplained,——andthenshewas(orIthoughtshewas;whatdoesitsignify?)solikemychildwiththoseyearsaddedtoher,thatI
half—believeditwasherself,tryingtotellmewhereshehadbeentoupintheskies,andwhatshehadseensincethatunhappynightwhenshefliedaway。Shehadaprettyface,andnowthattherewasnoonetodragatherbrightdarkhair,anditwasallinorder,therewasasomethingtouchinginherlooksthatmadethecartmostpeacefulandmostquiet,thoughnotatallmelancholy。[N。B。IntheCheapJackpatter,wegenerallysounditlemonjolly,anditgetsalaugh。]
Thewayshelearnttounderstandanylookofminewastrulysurprising。WhenIsoldofanight,shewouldsitinthecartunseenbythemoutside,andwouldgiveaeagerlookintomyeyeswhenIlookedin,andwouldhandmestraighttheprecisearticleorarticlesIwanted。Andthenshewouldclapherhands,andlaughforjoy。Andasforme,seeinghersobright,andrememberingwhatshewaswhenIfirstlightedonher,starvedandbeatenandragged,leaningasleepagainstthemuddycart—wheel,itgivemesuchheartthatIgainedagreaterheighthofreputationthanever,andIputPicklesondown(bythenameofMim’sTravellingGiantotherwisePickleson)forafypunnoteinmywill。
Thishappinesswentoninthecarttillshewassixteenyearold。
BywhichtimeIbegantofeelnotsatisfiedthatIhaddonemywholedutybyher,andtoconsiderthatsheoughttohavebetterteachingthanIcouldgiveher。ItdrewamanytearsonbothsideswhenI