Icouldn’tthinkwhatIhavedone,andIcan’tthinkyet。It’sasifshehadgotsomeideaaboutme,orhadheardsomeonesaysomething。
IfsomegirlsshouldbehavelikethatIshouldn’tmakeanyaccountofit;butthisoneissorefined,andlooksasifshemightbesointerestingifIoncegottoknowher,thatIthinkaboutitagooddeal。Iamboundtofindoutwhatherreasonis——forofcourseshehasgotsomereason;Iamrightdowncurioustoknow。
Iwentuptohertoaskherthedaybeforeyesterday;Ithoughtthatwasthebestway。ItoldherIwantedtoknowherbetter,andwouldliketocomeandseeherinherroom——theytellmeshehasgotalovelyroom——andthatifshehadheardanythingagainstme,perhapsshewouldtellmewhenIcame。Butshewasmoredistantthanever,andshejustturneditoff;saidthatshehadneverheardmementioned,andthatherroomwastoosmalltoreceivevisitors。I
supposeshespokethetruth,butIamsureshehasgotsomereason,allthesame。Shehasgotsomeidea,andIamboundtofindoutbeforeIgo,ifIhavetoaskeverybodyinthehouse。IAMrightdowncurious。Iwonderifshedoesn’tthinkmerefined——orifshehadeverheardanythingagainstBangor?Ican’tthinkitisthat。
Don’tyourememberwhenClaraBarnardwenttovisitNewYork,threeyearsago,howmuchattentionshereceived?AndyouknowClaraIS