ThecasewasworsewiththeMajor——nothingIcoulddowouldkeepHIM
down,sothathebecameusefulonlyfortherepresentationofbrawnygiants。Iadoredvarietyandrange,Icherishedhumanaccidents,theillustrativenote;Iwantedtocharacteriseclosely,andthethingintheworldImosthatedwasthedangerofbeingriddenbyatype。I
hadquarrelledwithsomeofmyfriendsaboutit——IhadpartedcompanywiththemformaintainingthatoneHADtobe,andthatifthetypewasbeautiful(witnessRaphaelandLeonardo),theservitudewasonlyagain。IwasneitherLeonardonorRaphael;Imightonlybeapresumptuousyoungmodernsearcher,butIheldthateverythingwastobesacrificedsoonerthancharacter。WhentheyaverredthatthehauntingtypeinquestioncouldeasilyBEcharacter,Iretorted,perhapssuperficially:\"Whose?\"Itcouldn’tbeeverybody’s——itmightendinbeingnobody’s。
AfterIhaddrawnMrs。MonarchadozentimesIperceivedmoreclearlythanbeforethatthevalueofsuchamodelasMissChurmresidedpreciselyinthefactthatshehadnopositivestamp,combinedofcoursewiththeotherfactthatwhatshedidhavewasacuriousandinexplicabletalentforimitation。Herusualappearancewaslikeacurtainwhichshecoulddrawupatrequestforacapitalperformance。
Thisperformancewassimplysuggestive;butitwasawordtothewise——itwasvividandpretty。Sometimes,even,Ithoughtit,thoughshewasplainherself,tooinsipidlypretty;Imadeitareproachtoherthatthefiguresdrawnfromherweremonotonously(betement,asweusedtosay)graceful。Nothingmadehermoreangry:itwassomuchherpridetofeelthatshecouldsitforcharactersthathadnothingincommonwitheachother。Shewouldaccusemeatsuchmomentsoftakingawayher\"reputytion。\"