IfweweretogiveafullaccountofherproceedingsduringacoupleofyearsthatfollowedaftertheCurzonStreetcatastrophe,theremightbesomereasonforpeopletosaythisbookwasimproper。Theactionsofveryvain,heartless,pleasure-seekingpeopleareveryoftenimproperasaremanyofyours,myfriendwiththegravefaceandspotlessreputation——butthatismerelybytheway;andwhatarethoseofawomanwithoutfaith——orlove——orcharacter?AndIaminclinedtothinkthattherewasaperiodinMrsBecky’slifewhenshewasseized,notbyremorse,butbyakindofdespair,andabsolutelyneglectedherpersonanddidnotevencareforherreputation。
Thisabattementanddegradationdidnottakeplaceallatonce;itwasbroughtaboutbydegrees,afterhercalamity,andaftermanystrugglestokeepup——asamanwhogoesoverboardhangsontoasparwhilstanyhopeisleft,andthenflingsitawayandgoesdown,whenhefindsthatstrugglingisinvain。
ShelingeredaboutLondonwhilstherhusbandwasmakingpreparationsforhisdeparturetohisseatofgovernment,anditisbelievedmademorethanoneattempttoseeherbrother-in-law,SirPittCrawley,andtoworkuponhisfeelings,whichshehadalmostenlistedinherfavour。AsSirPittandMr。WenhamwerewalkingdowntotheHouseofCommons,thelatterspiedMrs。Rawdoninablackveil,andlurkingnearthepalaceofthelegislature。ShesneakedawaywhenhereyesmetthoseofWenham,andindeedneversucceededinherdesignsupontheBaronet。
ProbablyLadyJaneinterposed。Ihaveheardthatshequiteastonishedherhusbandbythespiritwhichsheexhibitedinthisquarrel,andherdeterminationtodisownMrs。Becky。Ofherownmovement,sheinvitedRawdontocomeandstopinGauntStreetuntilhisdepartureforCoventryIsland,knowingthatwithhimforaguardMrs。
Beckywouldnottrytoforceherdoor;andshelookedcuriouslyatthesuperscriptionsofalltheletterswhicharrivedforSirPitt,lestheandhissister-in-lawshouldbecorresponding。NotbutthatRebeccacouldhavewrittenhadsheamind,butshedidnottrytoseeortowritetoPittathisownhouse,andafteroneortwoattemptsconsentedtohisdemandthatthecorrespondenceregardingherconjugaldifferencesshouldbecarriedonbylawyersonly。