MissSharpBeginstoMakeFriendsAndnow,beingreceivedasamemberoftheamiablefamilywhoseportraitswehavesketchedintheforegoingpages,itbecamenaturallyRebecca’sdutytomakeherself,asshesaid,agreeabletoherbenefactors,andtogaintheirconfidencetotheutmostofherpower。Whocanbutadmirethisqualityofgratitudeinanunprotectedorphan;and,ifthereenteredsomedegreeofselfishnessintohercalculations,whocansaybutthatherprudencewasperfectlyjustifiable?”Iamaloneintheworld。”saidthefriendlessgirl。”Ihavenothingtolookforbutwhatmyownlabourcanbringme;andwhilethatlittlepink-facedchitAmelia,withnothalfmysense,hastenthousandpoundsandanestablishmentsecure,poorRebeccaandmyfigureisfarbetterthanhers
hasonlyherselfandherownwitstotrustto。Well,letusseeifmywitscannotprovidemewithanhonourablemaintenance,andifsomedayortheotherIcannotshowMissAmeliamyrealsuperiorityoverher。NotthatI
dislikepoorAmelia:whocandislikesuchaharmless,good-naturedcreature?——onlyitwillbeafinedaywhenIcantakemyplaceaboveherintheworld,aswhy,indeed,shouldInot?”Thusitwasthatourlittleromanticfriendformedvisionsofthefutureforherself——
normustwebescandalisedthat,inallhercastlesintheair,ahusbandwastheprincipalinhabitant。Ofwhatelsehaveyoungladiestothink,buthusbands?Ofwhatelsedotheirdearmammasthink?”Imustbemyownmamma。”saidRebecca;notwithoutatinglingconsciousnessofdefeat,asshethoughtoverherlittlemisadventurewithJosSedley。
SoshewiselydeterminedtorenderherpositionwiththeQueen’sCrawleyfamilycomfortableandsecure,andtothisendresolvedtomakefriendsofeveryonearoundherwhocouldatallinterferewithhercomfort。