FicialReceiverswithflamingswordstodriveusoutofourgarden!I’dhopedwe’dneverhaveanotherTrek。Well——anyway,itwon’tbeCrestHill。Butit’shardonTeddy。Hemustbeinsuchamessupthere。Pooroldchap。Isupposewecan’thelphim。Isupposewe’donlyworryhim。HavesomemoresoupGeorge——whilethereissome?。”
Thenextdaywasoneofthosedaysofstrongperceptionthatstandoutclearinone’smemorywhenthecommoncourseofdaysisblurred。Icanrecallnowtheawakeninginthelargefamiliarroomthatwasalwayskeptforme,andhowIlaystaringatitschintz-coveredchairs,itsspacedfinefurniture,itsglimpseofthecedarswithout,andthoughtthatallthishadtoend。
Ihaveneverbeengreedyformoney,Ihaveneverwantedtoberich,butIfeltnowanimmensesenseofimpendingdeprivation。
Ireadthenewspapersafterbreakfast——Iandmyaunttogether——andthenIwalkeduptoseewhatCothopehaddoneinthematterofLordRobertsB。NeverbeforehadIappreciatedsoacutelytheamplebrightnessoftheLadyGrovegardens,thedignityandwidepeaceofallaboutme。ItwasoneofthosewarmmorningsinlateMaythathavewonallthegloryofsummerwithoutlosingthegaydelicacyofspring。Theshrubberywasbrightwithlaburnumandlilac,thebedsswarmedwithdaffodilsandnarcissiandwithliliesofthevalleyintheshade。
Iwentalongthewell-keptpathsamongtherhododendraandthroughtheprivategateintothewoodswherethebluebellsandcommonorchidwereinprofusion。NeverbeforehadItastedsocompletelythefinesenseofprivilegeandownership。Andallthishastoend,Itoldmyself,allthishastoend。