Ilookintothejumbledstoresofthemiddledistanceofmemory,andBeckenhamseemstomeaquitetransitoryphase。Butreallytheywerethereseveralyears;throughnearlyallmymarriedlife,infact,andfarlongerthantheyearandoddmonthswelivedtogetheratWimblehurst。ButtheWimblehursttimewiththemisfullerinmymemorybyfarthentheBeckenhamperiod。
Therecomesbacktomewithaquiteconsiderableamountofdetailtheeffectofthatgardenpartyofmyaunt’sandofalittlesocialmisbehaviourofwhichIwasguiltyonthatoccasion。It’slikeascrapfromanotherlife。It’sallsetinwhatisformeakindofcutaneousfeeling,thefeelingofratherill-cutcityclothes,frockcoatandgreytrousers,andofahighcollarandtieworninsunshineamongflowers。Ihavestillaquitevividmemoryofthelittletrapezoidallawn,ofthegathering,andparticularlyofthehatsandfeathersofthegathering,oftheparlour-maidandthebluetea-cups,andofthemagnificentpresenceofMrs。Hogberryandofherclear,resonantvoice。Itwasavoicethatwouldhavegonewithagardenpartyonalargerscale;itwentintoadjacentpremises;
itincludedthegardenerwhowasfarupthevegetablepatchandtechnicallyoutofplay。Theonlyothermenweremyaunt’sdoctor,twooftheclergy,amiablecontrastedmen,andMrs。
Hogberry’simperfectlygrown-upson,ayouthjustburstingintocollar。Therestwerewomen,exceptforayounggirlorsoinastateofspeechlessgoodbehaviour。Marionalsowasthere。
MarionandIhadarrivedalittleestranged,andIrememberherasasilentpresence,ashadowacrossallthatsunlitemptinessofintercourse。Wehadembitteredeachotherwithoneofthosemiserablelittledisputesthatseemedsounavoidablebetweenus。