Iseemtorememberveryquickchangesofmindafterthatlunch。
Themuzzyexaltationoftheunaccustomedstimulantsgavewayveryrapidlytoamodelofpellucidandimpartialclairvoyancewhichisoneofmyhabitualmentalstates。Itisintermittent;itleavesmeforweekstogether,Iknow,butbackitcomesatlastlikejusticeoncircuit,andcallsupallmyimpression,allmyillusions,allmywillfulandpassionateproceedings。Wecamedownstairsagainintothatinnerroomwhichpretendedtobeascientificlaboratorythroughitshighglasslights,andindeedwasalurkingplace。Myunclepressedacigaretteonme,andI
tookitandstoodbeforetheemptyfireplacewhileheproppedhisumbrellainthecorner,depositedthenewsilkhatthatwasalittletoobigforhimonthetable,blewcopiouslyandproducedasecondcigar。
ItcameintomyheadthathehadshrunkenverymuchinsizesincetheWimblehurstdays,thatthecannonballhehadswallowedwasrathermoreevidentandshamelessthanithadbeen,hisskinlessfreshandthenosebetweenhisglasses,whichstilldidn’tquitefit,muchredder。Andjustthenheseemedmuchlaxerinhismusclesandnotquiteasalertlyquickinhismovements。Butheevidentlywasn’tawareofthedegenerativenatureofhischangesashesatthere,lookingsuddenlyquitelittleundermyeyes。
“Well,George!”hesaid,quitehappilyunconsciousofmysilentcriticism,“whatdoyouthinkofitall?”