IfIidledforaday,nooneexceptmyfellow-studentswhoevidentlyhadnoaweformeremarkedit。Noonesawmymidnighttaper;noonepointedmeoutasIcrossedthestreetasanastonishingintellectualphenomenon。InthenextplaceIbecameinconsiderable。InWimblehurstIfeltIstoodforScience;
nobodythereseemedtohavesomuchasIandtohaveitsofullyandcompletely。InLondonIwalkedignorantinanimmensity,anditwasclearthatamongmyfellow-studentsfromthemidlandsandthenorthIwasill-equippedandunder-trained。WiththeutmostexertionIshouldonlytakeasecondarypositionamongthem。Andfinally,inthethirdplace,Iwasdistractedbyvoluminousnewinterests;Londontookholdofme,andScience,whichhadbeentheuniverse,shrankbacktothedimensionsoftiresomelittleformulaecompactedinabook。IcametoLondoninlateSeptember,anditwasaverydifferentLondonfromthatgreatgreyly-overcast,smoke-stainedhouse-wildernessofmyfirstimpressions。IreacheditbyVictoriaandnotbyCannonStreet,anditscentrewasnowinExhibitionRoad。Itshone,paleamber,blue-greyandtenderlyspaciousandfineunderclearautumnalskies。aLondonofhugelyhandsomebuildingsandvistasanddistances,aLondonofgardensandlabyrinthinetallmuseums,ofoldtreesandremotepalacesandartificialwaters。IlodgednearbyinWestBromptonatahouseinalittlesquare。
SoLondonfacedmethesecondtime,makingmeforgetaltogetherforawhilethegrey,drizzlingcityvisagethathadfirstlookeduponme。Isettleddownandwenttoandfrotomylecturesandlaboratory;inthebeginningIworkedhard,andonlyslowlydidthecuriositythatpresentlypossessedmetoknowmoreofthishugeurbanprovincearise,thedesiretofindsomethingbeyondmechanismthatIcouldserve,someuseotherthanlearning。Withthiswasagrowingsenseofloneliness,adesireforadventureandintercourse。IfoundmyselfintheeveningsporingoveramapofLondonIhadbought,insteadofcopyingoutlecturenotes——andonSundaysImadeexplorations,takingomnibusrideseastandwestandnorthandsouth,andtoenlargingandbroadeningthesenseofgreatswarminghinterlandsofhumanitywithwhomIhadnodealings,ofwhomIknewnothing。
Thewholeillimitableplaceteemedwithsuggestionsofindefiniteandsometimesoutrageouspossibility,ofhiddenbutmagnificentmeanings。
Itwasn’tsimplythatIreceivedavastimpressionofspaceandmultitudeandopportunity;intimatethingsalsoweresuddenlydraggedfromneglected,veiledanddarkenedcornersintoanacutevividnessofperception。CloseathandinthebigartmuseumI