ResignationtoGod’swillwasthecommondeviceofthesepeopleinthefaceofeverydutyandeveryemergency。Therewerenobooksinthehouse;Idoubtifeitherofthemhadretainedthecapacityforreadingconsecutivelyformorethanaminuteorso,anditwaswithamazementthatdayafterday,overandabovestalebread,onebeheldfoodandagainmorefoodamidstthelitterthatheldpermanentsessionontheliving-roomtable。
Onemighthavedoubtedifeitherofthemfeltdiscomfortinthisdustydarknessofexistence,ifitwasnotthattheydidvisiblyseekconsolation。TheysoughtthisandfounditofaSunday,notinstrongdrinkandraving,butinimaginarydraughtsofblood。
Theymetwithtwentyorthirtyotherdarkenedanduncleanpeople,alldressedindingycoloursthatwouldnotshowthedirt,inalittlebrick-builtchapelequippedwithaspavinedroarerofaharmonium,andtheresolacedtheirmindsonthethoughtthatallthatwasfairandfreeinlife,allthatstruggled,allthatplannedandmade,allprideandbeautyandhonour,allfineandenjoyablethings,wereirrevocablydamnedtoeverlastingtorments。Theyweretheself-appointedconfidantsofGod’smockeryofhisowncreation。Soatanyratetheystickinmymind。Vaguer,andyethardlylessagreeablethanthiscosmicjest,thiscoming“Yah,clever!”andgeneralservingoutand“showingup“ofthelucky,thebold,andthecheerful,wastheirownpredestinationtoGlory。
“ThereisaFountain,filledwithBloodDrawnfromEmmanuel’sVeins。”
sotheysang。Ihearthedroneandwheezeofthathymnnow。I