`Why,yes,inamanner。Forawhile,hemanagedverywell;indeed,hewasamodelofmoderationandprudence——somethingtoomuchsoforthetastesofourwildcommunity;——but,somehow,Lowboroughhadnotthegiftofmoderation:Ifhestumbledalittletooneside,hemustgodownbeforehecouldrighthimself:ifheovershotthemarkonenight,theeffectsofitrenderedhimsomiserablethenextdaythathemustrepeattheoffencetomendit;andsoonfromdaytoday,tillhisclamorousconsciencebroughthimtoastand——Andthen,inhissobermoments,hesobotheredhisfriendswithhisremorse,andhisterrorsandwoes,thattheywereobliged,inself-defence,togethimtodrownhissorrowsinwine,oranymorepotentbeveragethatcametohand;andwhenhisfirstscruplesofconsciencewereovercome,hewouldneednomorepersuading,hewouldoftengrowdesperate,andbeasgreatablackguardasanyofthemcoulddesire——butonlytolamenthisownunutterablewickednessanddegradationthemorewhenthefitwasover。
`Atlast,onedaywhenheandIwerealonetogether,afterponderingawhileinoneofhisgloomy,abstractedmoods,withhisarmsfoldedandhisheadsunkonhisbreast,——hesuddenlywokeup,andvehementlygraspingmyarm,said,——
`Huntingdon,thiswon’tdo!I’mresolvedtohavedonewithit。’
`What,areyougoingtoshootyourself?’saidI。
`No;I’mgoingtoreform,’