MyElizawascharmingbeyonddescription,coquettishwithoutaffectation,andevidentlymoredesiroustoengagemyattentionthanthatofalltheroombesides。Herdelightinhavingmenearher,seatedorstandingbyherside,whisperinginherear,orpressingherhandinthedance,wasplainlylegibleinherglowingfaceandheavingbosom,howeverbeliedbysaucywordsandgestures。ButIhadbetterholdmytongue:ifIboastofthesethingsnow,Ishallhavetoblushhereafter。
Toproceedthen,withthevariousindividualsofourparty;Rosewassimpleandnaturalasusual,andfullofmirthandvivacity。
Ferguswasimpertinentandabsurd;buthisimpertinenceandfollyservedtomakeotherslaugh,iftheydidnotraisehimselfintheirestimation。
AndfinallyforIomitmyself,MrLawrencewasgentlemanlyandinoffensivetoall,andpolitetothevicarandtheladies,especiallyhishostessandherdaughter,andMissWilson——misguidedman;hehadnotthetastetopreferElizaMillward。MrLawrenceandIwereontolerablyintimateterms。Essentiallyofreservedhabits,andbutseldomquittingthesecludedplaceofhisbirth,wherehehadlivedinsolitarystatesincethedeathofhisfather,hehadneithertheopportunitynortheinclinationforformingmanyacquaintances;and,ofallhehadeverknown,Ijudgingbytheresultswasthecompanionmostagreeabletohistaste。Ilikedthemanwellenough,buthewastoocold,andshy,andself-contained,toobtainmycordialsympathies。Aspiritofcandourandfrankness,whenwhollyunaccompaniedwithcoarseness,headmiredinothers,buthecouldnotacquireithimself。Hisexcessivereserveuponallhisownconcernswas,indeed,provokingandchillyenough;butIforgaveit,fromaconvictionthatitoriginated,lessinprideandwantofconfidenceinhisfriends,thaninacertainmorbidfeelingofdelicacy,andapeculiardiffidence,thathewassensibleof,butwantedenergytoovercome。
Hisheartwaslikeasensitiveplant,thatopensforamomentinthesunshine,butcurlsupandshrinksintoitselfattheslightesttouchofthefinger,orthelightestbreathofwind。And,uponthewhole,ourintimacywasratheramutualpredilectionthanadeepandsolidfriendship,suchashassincearisenbetweenmyselfandyou,Halford,whom,inspiteofyouroccasionalcrustiness,Icanlikentonothingsowellasanoldcoat,unimpeachableintexture,buteasyandloose——thathasconformeditselftotheshapeofthewearer,andwhichhemayuseashepleases,withoutbeingbotheredwiththefearofspoilingit;——whereasMrLawrencewaslikeanewgarment,allveryneatandtrimtolookat,butsotightintheelbowsthatyouwouldfeartosplittheseamsbytheunrestrictedmotionofyourarms,andsosmoothandfineinsurfacethatyouscrupletoexposeittoasingledropofrain。