Thenewsofhisdeathwasscarcelyasurpriseandscarceagrieftome。Icouldnotconceivemyfatherapoorman。Hehadledtoolongalifeofthoughtlessandgenerousprofusiontoendurethechange;andthoughIgrievedformyself,Iwasabletorejoicethatmyfatherhadbeentakenfromthebattle。Igrieved,Isay,formyself;anditisprobabletherewereatthesamedatemanythousandsofpersonsgrievingwithlesscause。Ihadlostmyfather;Ihadlosttheallowance;mywholefortuneincludingwhathadbeenreturnedfromMuskegonscarceamountedtoathousandfrancs;andtocrownmysorrows,thestatuarycontracthadchangedhands。Thenewcontractorhadasonofhisown,orelseanephew;anditwassignifiedtome,withbusiness-likeplainness,thatImustfindanothermarketformypigs。InthemeanwhileIhadgivenupmyroom,andsleptonatruckle-bedinthecornerofthestudio,whereasI
readmyselftosleepatnight,andwhenIawokeinthemorning,thatnowuselessbulk,theGeniusofMuskegon,waseverpresenttomyeyes。Poorstonelady!borntobeenthronedunderthegilded,echoingdomeofthenewcapitol,whitherwasshenowtodrift?forwhatbasepurposesbeultimatelybrokenup,likeanunseaworthyship?andwhatshouldbefallherill-
starredartificer,standing,withhisthousandfrancs,onthethresholdofalifesohardasthatoftheunbefriendedsculptor?
ItwasasubjectoftenandearnestlydebatedbymyselfandPinkerton。Inhisopinion,Ishouldinstantlydiscardmyprofession。“Justdropit,hereandnow。”hewouldsay。“Comebackhomewithme,andlet’sthrowourwholesoulintobusiness。Ihavethecapital;youbringtheculture。Dodd&
Pinkerton——Ineversawabetternameforanadvertisement;andyoucan’tthink,Loudon,howmuchdependsuponaname。”Onmyside,Iwouldadmitthatasculptorshouldpossessoneofthreethings——capital,influence,oranenergyonlytobequalifiedashellish。ThefirsttwoIhadnowlost;tothethirdI