ButTorpenhowwasinthesouthofEngland,inspectingdockyardsinthecompanyoftheNilghaiHisletterswerebriefandfullofmystery。
DickhadneveraskedanybodytohelphiminhisjoysorhissorrowsHeargued,inthelonelinessofhisstudio,henceforwardtobedecoratedwithafilmofgraygauzeinonecorner,that,ifhisfatewereblindness,alltheTorpenhowsintheworldcouldnotsavehim’Ican’tcallhimoffhistriptositdownandsympathisewithmeImustpullthroughthisbusinessalone,’hesaidHewaslyingonthesofa,eatinghismoustacheandwonderingwhatthedarknessofthenightwouldbelikeThencametohismindthememoryofaquaintsceneintheSoudanAsoldierhadbeennearlyhackedintwobyabroad-bladedArabspearForoneinstantthemanfeltnopainLookingdown,hesawthathislife-bloodwasgoingfromhimThestupidbewildermentonhisfacewassointenselycomicthatbothDickandTorpenhow,stillpantingandunstrungfromafightforlife,hadroaredwithlaughter,inwhichthemanseemedasifhewouldjoin,but,ashislipspartedinasheepishgrin,theagonyofdeathcameuponhim,andhepitchedgruntingattheirfeetDicklaughedagain,rememberingthehorrorItseemedsoexactlylikehisowncase。
’ButIhavealittlemoretimeallowedme,’hesaidHepacedupanddowntheroom,quietlyatfirst,butafterwardswiththehurriedfeetoffearItwasasthoughablackshadowstoodathiselbowandurgedhimtogoforward;andtherewereonlyweavingcirclesandfloatingpin-dotsbeforehiseyes。
’Weneedtobecalm,Binkie;wemustbecalm。’Hetalkedaloudforthesakeofdistraction’Thisisn’tniceatallWhatshallwedo?WemustdosomethingOurtimeisshortIshouldn’thavebelievedthatthismorning;
butnowthingsaredifferentBinkie,wherewasMoseswhenthelightwentout?’