DURINGthedreadreignoftheCholerainNewYork,Ihadacceptedtheinvitationofarelativetospendafortnightwithhimintheretirementofhis_cottageornee_onthebanksoftheHudson。Wehadherearoundusalltheordinarymeansofsummeramusement;andwhatwithramblinginthewoods,sketching,boating,fishing,bathing,music,andbooks,weshouldhavepassedthetimepleasantlyenough,butforthefearfulintelligencewhichreacheduseverymorningfromthepopulouscity。Notadayelapsedwhichdidnotbringusnewsofthedeceaseofsomeacquaintance。Thenasthefatalityincreased,welearnedtoexpectdailythelossofsomefriend。Atlengthwetrembledattheapproachofeverymessenger。TheveryairfromtheSouthseemedtousredolentwithdeath。Thatpalsyingthought,indeed,tookentirepossessionofmysoul。Icouldneitherspeak,think,nordreamofanythingelse。Myhostwasofalessexcitabletemperament,and,althoughgreatlydepressedinspirits,exertedhimselftosustainmyown。Hisrichlyphilosophicalintellectwasnotatanytimeaffectedbyunrealities。Tothesubstancesofterrorhewassufficientlyalive,butofitsshadowshehadnoapprehension。
HisendeavorstoarousemefromtheconditionofabnormalgloomintowhichIhadfallen,werefrustrated,ingreatmeasure,bycertainvolumeswhichIhadfoundinhislibrary。Thesewereofacharactertoforceintogerminationwhateverseedsofhereditarysuperstitionlaylatentinmybosom。Ihadbeenreadingthesebookswithouthisknowledge,andthushewasoftenatalosstoaccountfortheforcibleimpressionswhichhadbeenmadeuponmyfancy。
Afavoritetopicwithmewasthepopularbeliefinomensabeliefwhich,atthisoneepochofmylife,Iwasalmostseriouslydisposedtodefend。Onthissubjectwehadlongandanimateddiscussionshemaintainingtheuttergroundlessnessoffaithinsuchmatters,I
contendingthatapopularsentimentarisingwithabsolutespontaneity-
thatistosay,withoutapparenttracesofsuggestionhadinitselftheunmistakableelementsoftruth,andwasentitledtoasmuchrespectasthatintuitionwhichistheidiosyncrasyoftheindividualmanofgenius。