Suchaterribleletteritwasinitsimport,thoughcouchedinthegentlestlanguage。InhisabsenceGracehadgrowntoregardhimwithtoleration,andherrelationtohimwithequanimity,tillshehadalmostforgottenhowtryinghispresencewouldbe。Hewrotebrieflyandunaffectedly;hemadenoexcuses,butinformedherthathewaslivingquitealone,andhadbeenledtothinkthattheyoughttobetogether,ifshewouldmakeuphermindtoforgivehim。HethereforepurportedtocrosstheChanneltoBudmouthbythesteameronadayhenamed,whichshefoundtobethreedaysafterthetimeofherpresentreading。
HesaidthathecouldnotcometoHintockforobviousreasons,whichherfatherwouldunderstandevenbetterthanherself。Astheonlyalternativeshewastobeonthequaytomeetthesteamerwhenitarrivedfromtheoppositecoast,probablyabouthalfanhourbeforemidnight,bringingwithheranyluggageshemightrequire;joinhimthere,andpasswithhimintothetwinvessel,whichleftimmediatelytheotherenteredtheharbor;returningthuswithhimtohiscontinentaldwelling-place,whichhedidnotname。Hehadnointentionofshowinghimselfonlandatall。
ThetroubledGracetookthelettertoherfather,whonowcontinuedforlonghoursbythefirelesssummerchimney-corner,asifhethoughtitwerewinter,thepitcherofciderstandingbesidehim,mostlyuntasted,andcoatedwithafilmofdust。Afterreadingithelookedup。
“Yousha’n’tgo。”saidhe。
“IhadfeltIwouldnot。”sheanswered。“ButIdidnotknowwhatyouwouldsay。”