cannotrecallittomindwithoutfeelingsofimpatienceandcontempt,whichmakethescene,eveninremembranceonly,utterlyrepulsivetome。IprefertorecordsimplythatIcarriedmypoint。MrFairlieattemptedtotreatusonhiscustomaryplan。Wepassedwithoutnoticehispoliteinsolenceattheoutsetoftheinterview。Weheardwithoutsympathytheprotestationswithwhichhetriednexttopersuadeusthatthedisclosureoftheconspiracyhadoverwhelmedhim。Heabsolutelywhinedandwhimperedatlastlikeafretfulchild。`Howwashetoknowthathisniecewasalivewhenhewastoldthatshewasdead?HewouldwelcomedearLaurawithpleasure,ifwewouldonlyallowhimtimetorecover。Didwethinkhelookedasifhewantedhurryingintohisgrave?No。Then,whyhurryhim?’Hereiteratedtheseremonstrancesateveryavailableopportunity,untilIcheckedthemonceforall,byplacinghimfirmlybetweentwoinevitablealternatives。Igavehimhischoicebetweendoinghisniecejusticeonmyterms,orfacingtheconsequenceofapublicassertionofherexistenceinacourtoflaw。MrKyrle,towhomheturnedforhelp,toldhimplainlythathemustdecidethequestionthenandthere。Characteristicallychoosingthealternativewhichpromisedsoonesttoreleasehimfromallpersonalanxiety,heannouncedwithasuddenoutburstofenergy,thathewasnotstrongenoughtobearanymorebullying,andthatwemightdoaswepleased。
MrKyrleandIatoncewentdownstairs,andagreeduponaformofletterwhichwastobesentroundtothetenantswhohadattendedthefalsefuneral,summoningthem,inMrFairlie’sname,toassembleinLimmeridgeHouseonthenextdaybutone。Anorderreferringtothesamedatewasalsowritten,directingastatuaryinCarlisletosendamantoLimmeridgechurchyardforthepurposeoferasinganinscription——MrKyrle,whohadarrangedtosleepinthehouse,undertakingthatMrFairlieshouldheartheselettersreadtohim,andshouldsignthemwithhisownhand。
Ioccupiedtheintervaldayatthefarminwritingaplainnarrativeoftheconspiracy,andinaddingtoitastatementofthepracticalcontradictionwhichfactsofferedtotheassertionofLaura’sdeath。ThisIsubmittedtoMrKyrlebeforeIreaditthenextdaytotheassembledtenants。Wealsoarrangedtheforminwhichtheevidenceshouldbepresentedatthecloseofthereading。Afterthesemattersweresettled,MrKyrleendeavouredtoturntheconversationnexttoLaura’saffairs。Knowing,anddesiringtoknownothingofthoseaffairs,anddoubtingwhetherhewouldapprove,asamanofbusiness,ofmyconductinrelationtomywife’slife-interestinthelegacylefttoMadameFosco,IbeggedMrKyrletoexcusemeifI
abstainedfromdiscussingthesubject。Itwasconnected,asIcouldtrulytellhim,withthosesorrowsandtroublesofthepastwhichweneverreferredtoamongourselves,andwhichweinstinctivelyshrankfromdiscussingwithothers。
Mylastlabour,astheeveningapproached,wastoobtain`TheNarrativeoftheTombstone,’bytakingacopyofthefalseinscriptiononthegravebeforeitwaserased。