Shemayhavesaidthesamethingtoyou,whenyouthoughtlesslyassistedherescape。ShecertainlysaiditasIheardlastsummertotheunfortunatewomanwhomarriedoursweet-tempered,namelessgentlemanlatelydeceased。
Ifeitheryou,orthatunluckylady,hadquestionedmydaughterclosely,andhadinsistedonherexplainingwhatshereallymeant,youwouldhavefoundherloseallherself-importancesuddenly,andgetvacant,andrestless,andconfused——youwouldhavediscoveredthatIamwritingnothingherebuttheplaintruth。SheknewthattherewasaSecret——sheknewwhowasconnectedwithit——sheknewwhowouldsufferbyitsbeingknown——andbeyondthat,whateverairsofimportanceshemayhavegivenherself,whatevercrazyboastingshemayhaveindulgedinwithstrangers,shenevertoherdyingdayknewmore。
HaveIsatisfiedyourcuriosity?Ihavetakenpainsenoughtosatisfyitatanyrate。ThereisreallynothingelseIhavetotellyouaboutmyselformydaughter。Myworstresponsibilities,sofarasshewasconcerned,werealloverwhenshewassecuredintheAsylum。Ihadaformofletterrelatingtothecircumstancesunderwhichshewasshutup,givenmetowrite,inanswertooneMissHalcombe,whowascuriousinthematter,andwhomusthaveheardplentyofliesaboutmefromacertaintonguewellaccustomedtothetellingofthesame。AndIdidwhatIcouldafterwardstotracemyrunawaydaughter,andpreventherfromdoingmischiefbymakinginquiriesmyselfintheneighbourhoodwhereshewasfalselyreportedtohavebeenseen。Butthese,andothertrifleslikethem,areoflittleornointeresttoyouafterwhatyouhaveheardalready。
Sofar,Ihavewritteninthefriendliestpossiblespirit。ButIcannotclosethisletter,withoutaddingawordhereofseriousremonstranceandreproof,addressedtoyourself。
Inthecourseofyourpersonalinterviewwithme,youaudaciouslyreferredtomylatedaughter’sparentageonthefather’sside,asifthatparentagewasamatterofdoubt。Thiswashighlyimproperandveryungentlemanlikeonyourpart!Ifweseeeachotheragain,remember,ifyouplease,thatIwillallownolibertiestobetakenwithmyreputation,andthatthemoralatmosphereofWelminghamtouseafavouriteexpressionofmyfriendtherector’smustnotbetaintedbylooseconversationofanykind。IfyouallowyourselftodoubtthatmyhusbandwasAnne’sfather,youpersonallyinsultmeinthegrossestmanner。Ifyouhavefelt,andifyoustillcontinuetofeel,anunhallowedcuriosityonthissubject,Irecommendyou,inyourowninterests,tocheckitatonceandforever。Onthissideofthegrave,MrHartright,whatevermayhappenontheother,thatcuriositywillneverbegratified。