`Don’tbeafraidofme,Marian,’wasallshesaid;`ImayforgetmyselfwithanoldfriendlikeMrGilmore,orwithadearsisterlikeyou,butIwillnotforgetmyselfwithSirPercivalGlyde。’
Ilookedather,andlistenedtoherinsilentsurprise。Throughalltheyearsofourcloseintimacythispassiveforceinhercharacterhadbeenhiddenfromme——hiddenevenfromherself,tilllovefoundit,andsufferingcalleditforth。
AstheclockonthemantelpiecestruckelevenSirPercivalknockedatthedoorandcamein。Therewassuppressedanxietyandagitationineverylineofhisface。Thedry,sharpcough,whichteaseshimatmosttimes,seemedtobetroublinghimmoreincessantlythanever。Hesatdownoppositetousatthetable,andLauraremainedbyme。Ilookedattentivelyatthemboth,andhewasthepalestofthetwo。
Hesaidafewunimportantwords,withavisibleefforttopreservehiscustomaryeaseofmanner。Buthisvoicewasnottobesteadied,andtherestlessuneasinessinhiseyeswasnottobeconcealed。Hemusthavefeltthishimself,forhestoppedinthemiddleofasentence,andgaveupeventheattempttohidehisembarrassmentanylonger。
TherewasjustonemomentofdeadsilencebeforeLauraaddressedhim。