MrGilmoreistheoldandtriedfriendoftwogenerationsofFairlies,andwecantrusthim,aswecouldtrustnooneelse。’
Themarriage-settlement!Themerehearingofthosetwowordsstungmewithajealousdespairthatwaspoisontomyhigherandbetterinstincts。
Ibegantothink——itishardtoconfessthis,butImustsuppressnothingfrombeginningtoendoftheterriblestorythatInowstandcommittedtoreveal——Ibegantothink,withahatefuleagernessofhope,ofthevaguechargesagainstSirPercivalGlydewhichtheanonymouslettercontained。
Whatifthosewildaccusationsrestedonafoundationoftruth?Whatiftheirtruthcouldbeprovedbeforethefatalwordsofconsentwerespoken,andthemarriage-settlementwasdrawn?Ihavetriedtothinksince,thatthefeelingwhichthenanimatedmebeganandendedinpuredevotiontoMissFairlie’sinterests,butIhaveneversucceededindeceivingmyselfintobelievingit,andImustnotnowattempttodeceiveothers。Thefeelingbeganandendedinreckless,vindictive,hopelesshatredofthemanwhowastomarryher。
`Ifwearetofindoutanything,’Isaid,speakingunderthenewinfluencewhichwasnowdirectingme,`wehadbetternotletanotherminuteslipbyusunemployed。Icanonlysuggest,oncemore,theproprietyofquestioningthegardenerasecondtime,andofinquiringinthevillageimmediatelyafterwards。’